Life is demanding without understanding.

What happens in my mind when I have a sudden craving for something:

(llaollao!)

Millions of llaollao cups just keep flashing in my mind but LOLOL, I am still at work now (typing this in a toilet cubicle because I am just too tired to continue working; this is a mini break I set for myself :P) Ohgeeez, but I'll have to chiong my work today if I don't want to head back to work tomorrow. And yes, tomorrow's Labour Day - public holiday T.T

Sighpie. I'm tired and hungry and sleepy. T.T And I am flipping through pictures in my gallery now which is filled with food omg.

-If you cant have something physically, at least have it mentally-

This is why I always take pictures of all the food that I eat. You know, they serve a great purpose of filling up your tummy virtually. Hahahahahas! (:

Throwback to more food:

(Timhowan)

I finally made a visit down to the highly-raved Tim Ho Wan a few weeks ago with my family and grandmama. I guess it is on the expensive side, and nothing too special except for the buns at the bottom left hand corner. Those are totally daebak! (Y)

P.S. The size of the photos in the grid determines the tastiness of the dish. So yeahs. (:

Okay, a short post because I have to go back to work before any one of them start to make a police report of a missing employee. Hahahahahas!

Ciao!

Eventually all the pieces will fall into place.

Until then, laugh at the confusion.

Live for the moment and know that

Everything happens for a reason.

My mind is like a machine that never stops working.

Living the life of a princess

(Part VII)

I swear this will be the last episode of my birthday celebrations. Hahahahas! (:

(Awesome catch-up with le clique)

Missing Evelias, who cannot make it for she was sick. But many thanks to my babes for creating such an awesome time over dinner even though you guys are super late. Hahahahas.

P.S. I love the present and the cake. ♡

But no more Causeway Point. Omg. No more.

~

Recently, I started watching Code Blue, some Japanese drama that was screening on the television (Channel U, weekends 9pm). Some people may think that it was a lousy show because there wasn't any plot at all. Yet the drama depicts traumatic medical situations (it is a medical show) which can be quite interesting at times (I'm not being a sadist here), and I got to witness the fragility of life. The sudden realisation that doctors and the medical teams are actually very noble dawned on me. 

And of course the actors/actresses make it even more worthwhile to watch. Lmao! My current hot favourite: Tomohisa Yamashita. ♡

(Tomohisa Yamashita)

(How can someone look so dreamy?!)

(Shuai omg!)

I'm no fan of Japanese dramas, but this guy is really too nice-looking omg. And he won the best actor with this show. Hahahahas! ♡

Anyways, there are plenty of pretty good shows screening on the television recently. From Emergency Couple, to Code Blue, to My Daughter, Seoyoung, to 虎妈 and all sorts of variety shows, with my favourite being 国际交易所 and Mars vs Venus. A heaven for TV addicts like me LOL! However, if you ask me if it's really that great, I have no answer actually.

I mean, it's good because I have always yearn for dramas to screen longer on the television (I have more drama time now since I'm not schooling). But when it really does, I felt that it is kinda time wasting. T.T Imagine yourself just snacking on tidbits and lazing on the sofa the entire night with your eyes plastered on the screen. Horrible :/ I find myself not doing anything meaningful/useful, and am fast becoming a couch potato, and yet I can't lift my eyes off the tv. Ohgeez. That power televisions hold on me T.T I'm an absolute slave to televisions.

Just me and my rants because I have been too bummed out recently due to work. Sighpie. Sorry if I late reply / never reply messages, it has really been an exhausting day even though it was only Monday. Monday blues.

And I'm lost behind
The words I'll never find.
And I'm left behind
As seasons roll by.

Don't just follow your heart. Lead your heart where you want it to go.

Living the life of an princess

(Part VI)

Oops, it turned out to be more than I thought. But ohwell. Hahahahas! (: I am a fan of birthday celebrations.

Throwback to my birthday dinner last week @ Crystal Jade Kitchen, Causeway Point with my dear family. Seemed to be hitting on Causeway Point pretty often these days lmao. :/

Recently I have cravings for Chinese meals...

(Champagne Spare Ribs)

(Cereal prawns that was a real disappointment)

(French beans?)

(Some vegetables)

Sorry I suck at recognising vegetables LOLOL, my sister ordered everything so hahahahas! (: But at least, I know the existence of purple cabbage, unlike Seah. :P LOLOL! I have absolutely zero interest in cooking. I live just to eat.

(Fried fish skin that my mummy loves especially)

(Fried wanton that is da bomb!)

(梅菜扣肉 that all Hakkas love)

(Favourite custard buns!)

Ordered a tad too many dishes, but we managed to clean it off. :D Hahahahas, I simply love to eat. Food is the only thing that makes me spend money willingly without a care in the world.

~

Anyways, after what seemed like eternity, I finally received offers from NUS FASS, NTU Psych and SMU business. :D /heaved a sigh of relief/ I'm elated because they were all my first choices. Now all that's left is just to finish this multiple choice question, and submit my final answer.

And I'm sure I will take NUS in the end. But for some reason, I have yet to accept the offer. I am waiting. Waiting for something I don't know what. Just waiting. T.T

Perhaps it is the burden of heavy responsibilities that comes with my choice. Life sucks.

Two full years and a spread of fears.

I get down on my knees, eat my fears

and fall away.

Eat my body and drink my cup.

Let the wine of the galaxies fill you up

And fall away.

Everything has beauty but not everyone can see it.

(Recent cravings)

Life of a princess no more, now I'm living as a fugitive. (Running away from work) T.T

I used to welcome the idea of working overtime, because I am actually a workaholic, and it is also a source of extra income, why not? I have the time anyway. But now that it is really going to happen, I started to dread it.

In the past, the work were relatively easy as compared to now. It was more on admin matters; I took on easy jobs like scanning, printing and photocopying. Now, I am looking more and more at numbers, which can be quite overwhelming at times. T.T And assignments after assignments were thrown onto me, forming a huge mountain. I felt a little suffocated to be honest.

But it's okay. It is a great chance to learn. I mean, the busier you get, the more things you'll learn right? Sighpie. But I'm not ready to take on the challenge yet. :3

Today, I guessed I was supposed to work overtime because there were some urgent assignments. Okay no wait, actually I was in the midst of doing Assignment A and they threw Assignment B to me, asking me to clear it first for it is more urgent. More urgent doesn't mean it is urgent and should be passed up at the end of the day rights? LOLOL! I'm using word play to convince myself that it is not really wrong for me to sneak out because I don't want to work overtime.

And yup, you saw that correctly. I sneaked out because I don't want to work overtime. Hahahahas! But karma strikes at its best. T.T I didn't know it was raining. And because I'm 'on the run', I was in a hurry to get out of the office and boom! As soon as I opened the door, the rain started pelting down hard on me and I was drenched from head to toe. :/ I ran back to the building again to prepare my umbrella before venturing out again.

Trying to avoid the rain (because my umbrella is quite weak against the strong winds), I brisk walked to the MRT station as fast as my legs could carry me. And uhno, I tripped over my feet. Zzz, fell hard on the cold unfeeling wet ground, but thank gawd there was nobody around to witness this embarrassing scene. I quickly got back on my feet, brushed my skirt, and started walking again.

Can things get any worse? A few seconds later, a stupid bus zoomed past and it made such a big splash and I got wet once again. And... I'm wearing white. Omg. What lousy luck! Yeahs, perhaps staying to work overtime is a better idea. Sighpie.

Ending off with yet another artistic shot of my current favourite. Hope the day will get better. x.x

(Starbucks please!)

My hands are cold, my body's numb.

I'm still in shock, what have you done?

My heart is pounding, my vision's blurred.

Your mouth is moving, I don't hear a word.

People who shine from within don't need the spotlight.

Living the life of a princess

(Part V)

Happy birthday to Xiaofang bae! Hahahahas, I love how we always make it a point to celebrate our birthdays together years after years because our age difference is a mere 4 days. LOLOL! I still remember myself opting to go AJ because of you (I am a follower, sadly), and although we are of different classes, we joined the same CCA under the same section. Great sacrifice from you to join me in my section. :D

(5 years of friendship and still counting)

This year, we only met up for dinner. But nonetheless, it still felt great because there is no awkwardness between us, and I felt so much at ease chatting with my old friend. Thanks for the great dinner over at Ichiban Boshi and dessert llaollao, :DD

(New addition to the family)

Spot the middle rainbow Craftholic. Hahahahas, thanks Xiaofang for the gift. I am ready to take on the next Craftholic dolly for my collection. LOL! (Okay I lied. I don't really like receiving soft toys. I like practical stuff.) Hahahas! :/ But still, it's okay. The idea of a Craftholic collection sounds pretty unique and amazing. :D

And I want to dedicate another segment of the post to le bestie Huiqi. Funny how our interests and personalities are totally opposites - I am North pole, you are South pole. Hahahahas! (: But they say opposites attract. I'm grateful for the past 6 years of friendship.

(Why do I seem like I suffer from hair loss -.-)

Feeling exhilarated because I finally got off my lazy ass and went to exercise by playing table tennis with this woman. Endorphins released. And this woman booked the table at 9am CCK, which I thought it was super early although the sports hall is in CCK. And she lives in Hougang T.T

She treated me lunch at Pizzahut because I have no idea what I want for a present. Then we headed to do my favourite past time - the ktv. LOLOL! Researched and realised CCK Kbox is cheaper compared to the other Kbox outlets, and so there we go! Three hours of non-stop singing till our voices became hoarse now.

Anyways, I have come to love Jay Chou songs again, his new songs in particular. I especially find his lyrics super meaningful, and the tunes are still as catchy as ever. He is truly a pioneer in the music industry, a legendary figure. (Y)

Maybe this is wishful thinking.

Probably mindless dreaming.

And if we loved again,

I swear I'd love you right.

You and I, we're like diamonds in the sky.

To the one who is always there for me no matter rain or shine.

Living the life of a princess

(Part IV)

(That day with the kiddo)

Glad to bring my kiddo out to Orchard after work, where I finally got to try Supply and Demand. Everyone is saying how nice it is etc etc, and it kind of excites me... So I pulled Seah along for dinner there using my birthday as an excuse. LOL!

Supply and Demand is an Italian-fusion restaurant, serving mainly pastas and pizzas. Their appetisers look amazing and I'd had ordered some if only their prices are appealing to me too. Their truffle fries cost SGD17 like whut?! /cries/ I could just top-up SGD3 more to get another pizza. ._____.

(Provinciale)

(Macchiato)

Our menu for the day:

Provinciale - pizza with chicken chunks and a soft egg in the center

Macchiato - which Seah claims that it is super bitter

I love the pizza. I love how the toppings complement each other perfectly, bringing out an unforgettable taste on my tastebuds. I love the soft egg in the middle of the pizza, especially when the egg yolk started flowing out. The pizza is perfect, if only the crust is softer. It is a bit hard for my braces T.T (Burden braces) And to be honest, I do not feel full after savoring the pizza. LOLOL, it is more of a tea rather than a dinner although we ate 4 slices each. x.x

P.S. I did not eat supper that day. I don't feel full, neither do I feel hungry. LOL.

(Camwhore)

(More camwhore sessions)

Sitting in the middle of the bridge/walkway while we camwhore, whilst being judged by many eyes around. Hahahahas! I love the lighting and everything, but why can't my lousy phone brings out the beauty of the setting? T.T Sighpie. Apple ought to invent a product for Android users to download Apple camera hahahas!

(Santa Claus is coming tooooo ... town!)

Hahahas, special thanks to my kid for her lovely presents. Kudos to the scrapbook handmade with love by her, it is truly a beautiful art piece. I will call it a masterpiece (only our mutual friends will understand how lousy her art is). Hahahas! And I am in love with the cutesy socks that she got me!

I am grateful for her existence in my life. She is an innocent sotong who is super blur at times most of the times, and sometimes she will 气死我 by asking idiot questions. But I still love her nonetheless. She is a great bestie to have. Thank you for everything. Loves.

So shine bright tonight.

You and I, we're beautiful

like diamonds in the sky.

Eye to eye, so alive,

we're beautiful like diamonds

in the sky.

This innocence is brilliant.

Living the life of a princess

(Part III)

Yours' truly finally turned nineteennn today. Nooooooo T.T And I'm suffering from the oldie symptoms - the older you get, the more you dread your birthdays because you don't want to turn old - and I'm not even that old yet. Sighpie :3 But ohwell, this special day still calls for a celebration. (I hope. In case you have no idea, Titanic sank on this very special day T.T)

P.S. I'm actually typing this post on a laptop without the lights on, and I am freaking proud of myself because I can type without looking at the keyboard, hahahas! (:

Anyways, back to topic. So guess who came to find me for lunch on my birthday! :P Hahahahas, le beloved bestie who lied that she was working and that she sneaked out during her lunch break to find me. And guess where she works at? Taiseng. From her workplace to Jurong Point needs an hour plus T.T AND I CANT BELIEVE THAT I AM SO GULLIBLE TO BELIEVE HER, thinking that "wah, she sacrificed being scolded by her superior for taking an ultra long break just for me." Hahahahas, but nonetheless I'm still thankful for her presence.

So Vian showed up with this humongous Minnie helium balloon that is longer than my body's length, and wtf, so damn freaking embarrassing. I wonder how she brought it over to Jurong all the way from her house. I mean, I have loads of trouble trying to bring it home because it was peak hour when I'm going home and my balloon just kept slapping people on their faces, and I just couldn't control Minnie. So sorry to the commuters that I caused inconvenience to! Oops! :(

(Cutie pies)

Credits to the ahgong who helped us to take a picture. It was probably his first time with a smartphone, so he had pretty much difficulties trying to take pictures, and he took pictures that cut off my Minnie balloon. But it is okay, because he is a nice elderly. :D

So we went to Seoul Hotpot for lunch, and we had a nice and sweet chat over a scrumptious meal. I was late for work (we took a 1.5hour lunch break) and thankgawd my superiors did not scold / did not notice I was late. Hahahas! :D And I received yet another present from her - cutesy little teddy bear with an alphabet Y printed on its tee.

(Trying to show the difference in height -.-)

Thanks to le bestie for the special trip down to the West although she lived so freaking far away in Sengkang (it's like Pluto and Mercury). Hahahas, she is one of a kind, a great bestie that I could ever ask for. Thanks for everything, especially your pleasant surprise! Loves.

xoxo.

Let the light guide your way.

Hold every memory as you go.

And every road you take will

always lead you home.

I'd take another chance. Take a fall, take a shot for you.

Living the life of a princess

(Part II)

(Day out with Christel)

Met this lady for dinner two weeks ago for a short catch-up session over Pepperlunch and Laoban. Hahahas, we have been wanting to go out on a Laoban date since day one of J2 but it never materialised until now lmao. It took us one year plus .____. Hahahas, but still special thanks to Christel, she's the very first to celebrate my birthday with me. LOLOL! Loveyou truckloads!

Anyways, this week should be full of meetups with my babes because starting from next week, I will have to work OTs. Sighpie. Like whut?! Life of an accountant is shit. T.T Speaking of work, these few days I witnessed an ugly side of a workplace. Remember how people always say colleagues will always be colleagues, they will never be your friends? I finally understood why now.

~~~

Person A: Eh Boss ask you to do this. Do it faster, Boss say she wants it immediately once she returns from overseas.

Person B: Huh? Why me?!

Person A: Boss ask me to tell you to do it lehs. Besides, you attended the training for it, so there's no other people that will be better than you to do this!

Person B: But this is not my job to begin with. I got other stuff to do also. Think I very free is it?! Last time who do one?

Person A: The secretary do one. But she quitted, so I helped to cover for awhile.

Person B: Then why not you do?

Person A: I got other jobs on hand also!

Person B: I also rights?!

-okay, fight-

~~~

Then their cliques joined in. So it sort of became a 3 vs 3 kind of fight over who should do the assignment. -.- I'm not in any position to say who's right, who's wrong. But then Person A is an accountant, Person B is an admin executive. So...

Lesson learnt: There are no friends in your workplace. There are only colleagues, and colleagues will only remain as colleagues. One moment they can be like best buddies, the next moment they can start to be very competitive and defensive and resort to doing things that only benefit themselves. That's the 'true spirit' of a workplace. Sighpie... That cold harsh reality.

You're picture perfect blue, sunbathing on the moon,

Stars shining as your bones illuminate.

First kiss is just like a drug under your influence.

You take me over, you're the magic in my veins.

This must be love.

Strike the match, play it loud. Give love to the world.

Living the life of a princess

(Part I)

(Sweetie Pie)

Mandatory selfie @ the Rooftop of Vivocity before we embark on a seafood feast @ No Signboard to celebrate yours truly's birthday. An advanced birthday celebration last week with my maternal grandparents, uncles and aunties. Thank you! ☆

(The dancing lobsters)

(Lobster Salad)

(Crayfish)

(Frog)

(Tofu)

(Veggie)

There are other dishes but they were gobbled up quickly before I even had the chance to whip out my phone to take pictures of them. Arghs! But yay, they were truly delicious. I enjoyed the food but most importantly, I enjoyed myself. :D

Today, I give thanks to the people around me who celebrate my birthday together with me. It means a lot to me. Thank you. (:

You are the light and I'll follow.

You let me lose my shadow.

You are the sun, the glowing halo.

And you keep burning me up with

all your love.

And love is a word used too much and much too soon.

(Ripped from pinterest)

It has been a tiring week for me, having to spend approximately 12 hours everyday at the wake. Reaching home at 1am, 2am is not surprising anymore. Meal times have been super irregular, and I'm pretty sure I stuffed myself silly because there was nothing much to do except to eat and fold the paper thingy. The worst thing ever? I exceeded my 4g T.T So no internet, no Whatsapp throughout these few days.

But these are the only things that I can do for my 爷爷 now. No complains, no regrets.

I am fine now. Special thanks to my company for the condolence money, especially my direct superior Rachelle. :D Thanks for being understanding. && also to Seah and Vivian for their countless times of comforting. It is really heartwarming. I love you guys!

//

Anyways, I headed down to SMU for an interview for business management on yesterday. As I have asked for a reschedule, that slot that I went was actually meant for people who need to take a English test. So in the holding room there were only three of us (because the three of us ask for a reschedule). We mingled a little (really a little because I was late), and I realised the other two was from RJC. *intimidated* One of them had asked for a reschedule for 5 times, like whut?!

So we waited till the English test was over before heading to the common room to read an article and discuss with our groupmates. They gave us toilet breaks and all before reading the article. I talked to my table mate a little, and he turned out to be a nice person, very sociable as well. Then we were given around 20 minutes to read and discuss the article. Ohgeeez, I CANT OPEN MY MOUTH. I have no idea what to say. And everyone in the group is just buzzing around discussing the article, and I took notice that only me and this other guy who did not contribute at all. Not even a one-liner. Okay, I feel so bad :/ But I absolutely abhor awkward situations, especially with 8 strangers T.T

Then it was time to head into the interview room. My heart shuddered as the professor called my name and pointed me to my seat. It was like a debate style of sitting, 4 on the right side of the aisle, 5 on the left. Then when everyone was seated properly, the professor started with "Discuss. What are your views?" or something along that line. There were two professors by the way, and I recognised one of them. She's the professor for Quantitative Finance, me and Seah bombed her questions last time during the SMU talks in January. Hahahahas! (:

So back to topic. The moment the professor ended his question, a girl raised her hand and started rambling on. Then after she finished, another guy followed suit. It soon became a super competitive kind of thing, where people just jumped at every opportunity to speak whenever the previous speaker ended his/her speech. There was no pause at all. None! I was super intimidated I swear?! I was under such a huge pressure that it compelled me to start raising my hand to speak as well. T.T And believe me, their points were so well-elaborated that I felt very tiny, very insignificant in there. I figured that I have to speak up more to make the professors take notice of me, but my mind went into a blank state. Zzz. '心有余而力不足'.

After the entire interview, I headed to the restroom with a girl and started making small talks with her. To my surprise, she was also from AJC! Hahahas, I didn't see her before though. Oops. Anyways, as she was heading towards Clementi and I'm going home, we took the same train ride and started talking about everything under the sun. From the interview, to school, to work, to driving. Wah, the advantages of talking to a stranger. Hahahas! I'm glad that we can click so well although we just met. But of course, this friendship would not last. We didn't exchange contacts or anything. But it still feels great to be making friends. Hahahas, this shows that my interpersonal skills are not rusty yet :P

Anyways, I learnt from her that 2/3 of my groupmates are from poly, no wonder they speak so well with such confidence! I felt threatened omg. Thank gawd Mr Adrian Bell had trained us a little in presenting our work during GP lessons last year, if not I would have performed even more badly during the interview T.T (To be honest, I felt that the interview was way more relaxed than Mr Bell's lessons because the professors did not have a chance to question us back, or perhaps because my group didn't give them a chance to talk LOL; whilst Bell's favourite past time is to refute our points).

But okay great. I got an offer from SMU business management today, one day after my interview. Ohyeahs baby! :D Cheers! I'm grateful to my 爷爷, perhaps he was the one who blessed me. I rescheuled my interview because it clashed with the funeral procession, and I heard from Seah that the article for my initial scheduled day was on some business structure management don't know what. Sounds chim -.- My article is more on social issue, which is easier I guess. :P

We could all be blown to pieces,
because time is a ticking bomb.
We could all be dead tomorrow,
but our love will carry on.

Memories are timeless treasures of the heart.

(Ripped from wallpaperswide.com)

People come, people go. That's part and parcel of life. We may cry and grieve over our loss, but that should be temporary. I'm sure that you will want us to continue leading our happy lives, rights?

I confessed that we have been very unfilial, visiting you only once a year during Chinese New Year. And you weren't even out in the living room half the time to spend time with us, as you get tired easily and want to get more rest in your bedroom.

I always thought that you will always be there for us. Death is not something that I will associate closely with, because when popo passed away I was only around 9 years old. I have no memories nor idea of what death actually meant until now.

And everything is so scary. Suddenly, you started burping non-stop. Then Daddy brought you to the hospital for a checkup. Then you were diagnosed with fourth stage cancer. Everything happened in a blink of an eye. And you know what's the scariest of all? Not feeling a tinge of pain at all even till fourth stage cancer. And there's no treatment available because it was too late.

Thud. The crashing of reality on us.

The doctor said that you could survive for another 3-6 months. But little did I know, you decided to bid your goodbyes to us after a mere 3 weeks. Why didn't you pull on a little longer? The pain and heartache that I went through were nothing compared to that of my Daddy's - to be not able to see his father for the last time. I hope my Daddy will pull off this ordeal.

I'm glad that you have left a significant impact in our lives, building up this family into a harmonious one. You have dedicate all your life to your family, ensuring that we 不愁吃，不愁穿, and you had worked hard all your life, it's time to take a break now. May popo and your souls to be reunited in that nice place called heaven.

Looking at the bright side of life, our families have once again reunited during these days. We have grown much much closer (and I even got to see my 'long-lost' cousins who don't join us for CNY gatherings). My another cousin even brought his girlf home for us to see. Are these your intentions? To ensure that our families stay knitted together?

Rest in peace, 爷爷. You'll be fondly remembered. I love you.

Holding onto baggage from the past

will leave no room for happiness in

the future. Maybe it's time to let go.

Do your best, and be a little better than you are.

My idea of a perfect Sunday morning:

lazing on my sofa reading a book. In the background, music will dance to my ears as I take a sip of my cuppa of caramel latte.

Yeahs wishful thinking. T.T

I was tasked to clean the floor today. Armed with a vacuum cleaner that makes irritating buzzing noise (what a nice background music) and a mop, I spent all my energy travelling to all corners of my house, wiping and cleaning them till the floors become shiny with no speck of dust. T.T And yeahs, I did drink caramel latte (the instant kind) :/

My back is sore after all the fuss, and yet I was tasked with the next household assignment: ironing clothes. The exact reason why I hate buying apparels that need ironing. Arghs.

P.S. I bet I am the first choice as a daughter-in-law now. Hahahahahas! (:

&& in a bid to live a healthier lifestyle, I bought a packet of Quacker oats to eat for breakfast. It turned out to be super duper sweet, too sweet for my liking. Yeahs, oats are supposedly no fats, high fibre, blahs blahs blahs, but this Quacker brand turns out to be HIGH sugar. T.T Like wts, no warning sign given. Arghs. I'll be better off with my bread. :/

(With the bae)

Throwback to the mini meetup with Wanying to celebrate her belated birthday. (: We went Star Vista to dinner, before climbing to the sky garden there to chillax and chit-chat. And yes! I finally found my favourite night spot. The view there is nothing short of amazing. And I love the feeling of cold breeze blowing on my face. Terrific! ♡

Hahahas, anyways off topic:

11 more days to the special day :D

LOLOLOLOL

Picture perfect memories,

Scattered all around the floor.

And if you hurt me, well that's okay baby,

Only words bleed.

Amazing things happen when you distance yourself from negativity.

Decided to revamp my blog to celebrate this joyous month of April. Change is the only constant lmao. (:

(Ripped from Photobucket)

Typing this in the comfort of my bed as the thunder roared and lightning split the sky. I love to sleep during rainy days, very cooling. (:

So...

I'm glad that my yeye's condition has improved. He is looking much better now, and today he even managed to gesture to me when I went to visit him. That's good; one must have the will to live and not give up on life. Please do get well soon! It pained me to see him suffering the past few weeks, tossing and turning because of the unbearable pain. The heart-wrenching feeling you have when you are unable to do anything except to see the pain engulf your loved one is just horrible. Kudos to my yeye for pulling through this.

On a happier note...

I went on a night movie and supper date with my lovelies two days ago - Seah, Weina, Moehan and Yangfan. We watched The Con Artists, a korean film. To be honest, I didn't know beforehand the movie is screened in Singapore. Hahahahahas!

(Symmetry is absolutely detested!)

(Poster)

The movie plot was so-so. The tricks that they have up in their sleeves seemed very common in such a movie genre, so it doesn't interest me as much. But the plus point is that the male leads are freaking hawt, especially Lee Hyunwoo, omg.

(Kim Woobin)

(Lee Hyunwoo)

(Cutesy Lee Hyunwoo)

Hahahas, I hereby declare my new found idol - Lee Hyunwoo. Now I can be more sure that I prefer guys with single eyelid. :DDD

Updated: To a certain someone who had been copying me - my style of writing, ripping off my insta photo, and even changing blogskin when I change - YOU DAI. Hahahahahas! (:

Like a predator and prey,

He'll tear my heart away,

He'll chew me to the bone,

and leave me rotting here alone.

When a lovely flame dies, smoke gets in your eyes.

Say hello to April! (: It is my favourite month of the year, because it means that my birthday is nearing. Lmao! Presents please! Yet I'm not really looking forward to being 19, because it would mean that I will reach the big 2 soon, and along with it comes responsibilities. Nooooooo. I still wanna be a small kid. Sighpie. :3

And yeahs today is April Fool but it doesn't feel like it because there is nobody to prank me, and this kinda make me miss my class and my class jokers, specifically Hongwei and Prash. LOLOL!

Anyways, just found this ancient post that I typed long ago. LOLOL! (: Shall just share it less it become a waste.

Café-Hopping with Vian :D

Back to Holland Village, which is like my second home now. Omg. I've been here umpteen times ever since A's ended and sadly to say, I am a little bit sick of the place now. LOLOL!

First stop: Craft Bakery & Café

(YAY to good food!)

(I love my giffen)

(Prawn Aglio Olio)

Only ordered a dish because we weren't hungry. It was a little bland at first, but the taste got better the more we eat. The prawns are fresh, but I'd prefer D'Good's. Hahahas! & wts, they got service charge, so the prices weren't net. :/ Arghs!

Second stop: Mu Parlour Café

A place known specially for their desserts though they serve main courses too. (: I was actually super excited for this because I had read some good reviews on it. And you know my love for desserts... :P

(Zesty Lime Tart)

(Pumpkin Tart)

(Passionfruit Cheesecake)

So every Tuesday, there is a 1-for-1 promotion for tarts. (: Thank gawd for this, because these small tiny sweet desserts are freaking expensive. $8 for a dessert that is smaller than the size of your palm. T.T But yeahs, they ran out of lemon meringue tart (which I excitedly wanted desperately to try). Their Zesty Lime Tart is not bad. Their Pumpkin Tart is just so-so. The Passionfruit Cheesecake is creative but the taste is a bit weird at first taste, though it gets better the more you try it.

Third Stop: D'Good Café

(Green Tea Latte with Red Velvet Cake)

Back to D'Good Café. I think this is the best café for desserts in the entire Holland Village. Or maybe it is because I have a fetish with green tea latte recently and they have it. Hahahahas! :D A more plain latte art this time, but it still tastes good as usual. My virgin try for this Red Velvet Cake and it tasted not bad tooos though I preferred the Maple Seasalt Cheesecake. Hahahas! We stayed and chatted till the café closed and we were forced to leave. LOLOL! :D

(My very first Infinite album!)

(My Sungyeol photocard)

Hahahas, anyways Vian went Taiwan and got me this lovely album for a souvenir which got me so hyped up! :DD Hahahas! Despite not getting Woohyun's photocard, but Sungyeol's my second bias, so still #happykid96. Hahahas! && many thanks for lugging home my pastries and 铁蛋(which I have serious cravings for) and my Lowry Farm clothes. LOLOL! 辛苦你了! ♡

I love my giffen. Cheers!

But as if to knock me down,
Reality came around.
And without so much as a mere touch,
Cut me into pieces.