I’m weak from being hurt by the scarring love.

Continuing with last week events, on Thursday, I was out with Kenneth, my best male friend (one of my best). Hehes, haven't seen him for a long while! (okayys, the last time we met was when he coached me Physics, one day before Physics promos) Hahahas! :D Anyways, we went to catch movie (Captain Philips) and played pool. Fun day! :D BUT I saw Stacy and Jones couple at Nex KFC, and we even caught the same movie as Lix and CS couple. T.T Worst day ever. Out of so many people, why must I see them. Ohgawd. Anyways, when we were travelling to AMK for pool, we met Yuhui on the train as well. Bleahs! >.< I think I'm never ever going to Nex again :3

My personal reviews for this movie: 7/10

It was quite exciting because it was about this kidnapping thing (pirates kidnap ship captain), it was quite touching in the end. But I hate how in the end the nice pirates were all killed T.T They were so nice! Anyways, it was based on a true story. So scary! I hope that nobody I know will be a sailor next time. LOL!

你相信命运吗？

我闭上眼睛，就会想起那个初夏。

想到我们的邂逅，就像是一场华丽的梦境。

我想，一定是命运让你我相遇，

将你送到了我身边来帮助我。

我相信命运，因为我一直相信那些冥冥中注定的东西。

对，我们要相信的是“相信”的力量。

正因为我相信摩天轮的传说，

所以才会经过漫长的等待以后，

终于看到它将属于我的那一格简单幸福旋转到面前，

打开了门，要请我进去。

这种力量，是你教会我的。

我记得相处的日子里，是你无数次告诉我：要相信自己！

。。。 我想念你。

Love is a game of give and take.

萬有引力  -  汪蘇瀧

終於等到響起了下課鈴
已經約好在操場等你
夏天真的是悶的可以
帶你去吃草莓冰淇淋

如果你有一點壞心情
我為你彈蕭邦圓舞曲
聽到這首輕鬆的旋律
好像吃了夾心巧克力

當我偷偷的看你 當我偷偷的想著你
想一些深奧的問題

我們的愛情是丘比特安排的遊戲
還是月下老人他傻傻分不清
你說靠在我的肩膀有心電感應
說不清又不像是夢境
我們的愛情是兩顆星星眯著眼睛
還是命中注定我們會在一起
牛頓說過有種東西叫萬有引力
我因為你開始相信 那些大道理

天 空有太陽暖暖的放晴
卻又期待下一場大雨
我和你撐傘雨中穿行
收集每一個點點滴滴

喜歡你瞪著大大眼睛
對什麼事情都很好奇
每天拿著蘋果想定律
可愛到連吃飯都忘記

當我偷偷的看你 當我偷偷的想著你
想一些深奧的問題

我們的愛情是丘比特安排的遊戲
還是月下老人他傻傻分不清
你說靠在我的肩膀有心電感應
說不清又不像是夢境
我們的愛情是兩顆星星眯著眼睛
還是命中注定我們會在一起
牛頓說過有種東西叫萬有引力
我因為你開始相信 那些大道理

我們的愛情是丘比特安排的遊戲
還是月下老人他傻傻分不清
你說靠在我的肩膀有心電感應
說不清又不像是夢境
我們的愛情是兩顆星星眯著眼睛
還是命中注定我們會在一起
牛頓說過有種東西叫萬有引力
我因為你開始相信 那些大道理

Maybe it is the way he walks, straight right into my heart.

你说摩天轮的每个格子里都盛放着幸福

人们渴望得到的那个幸福

我很想和最爱的人一起坐着摩天轮

乘着风

慢慢升高

知道云层最顶端

与恋人

相拥

亲吻

祝福

真挚地相信世界很大

总有属于我们的简单幸福

Hahas, I seemed to be posting plenty of stuff related to ferris wheel, :D Well, I had been on the Singapore Flyer once.  It was quite fascinating initially, as I felt as though I own the whole world - I have the whole world under my feet. It was a nice experience. Yet I realised, being on it for a long time will start to get boring >.< But I had longed to have a candlelit dinner with my loved one on the ferris wheel, because 我始终相信摩天轮会带给我幸福. :P LOLOL! Pardon me, I always have these fairytales-like thoughts. T.T I'm young at heart.

Anyways, last week has been interesting for me. :D On Monday, after my CCA, I went over to Kaiyuan's house with Amanda, Weina and Evelias for Chem Project. Efficient much, because we finished everything within 45 minutes, the fastest that I have ever done. :P Hehes! Anyways, we played Bridge while waiting for Evelias (she had CCA and lunch date with her friends). Super addicted to playing Bridge now! Hehes! :D

Had pillow fight with my dearest Amanda, (: And most importantly, we finally passed her her belated present! A penguin shirt (which she dirtied during dinner) and a penguin pencil case. Super cute! :DDD LOL. We had Korean BBQ for dinner, prepared by Kaiyuan's mother. YAY, thanks auntie! The dinner was scrumptious with meat and kimchi! <3 <3 <3 Played monopoly deal and daidi as well, woohoo!~ A fun day indeed.

BUT... On my way home, I saw a stupid mouse scurrying on the walkway. I was so afraid that I u-turned to take the bus. Then I tried calling Amanda (which the dumbdumb never pick up), which caused me to miss my stop. Then I was like stranded in the middle of Choa Chu Kang (okayys, I exaggerated. I think I know my way home). But cause the walk from Limbang Shopping Centre to my house is dark (little streetlights) and I suddenly remembered Matien telling me that Kranji Secondary School has this haunted block >.< I totally freaked out. Yes, freaked out. I need to talk to somebody on my way home, to keep me accompany through the dark silent streets. & I called Matien. LOLOL, I called him when he was in the toilet. That idiotcow! >.< Thanks my lovely clique for making my day wonderful, and thanks Matien for the talk. Dodododo~ I swear I'm never going to walk home alone EVER AGAIN in the night. Zzz.

You're still written on the scars on my heart.

Friday, :DDD  Cause it is the last day for Mr Ong, we decided to make a scrapbook for him.

(Cover Page)

Sorry Evelias, I accidentally destroyed your writings (Evelias helped me do the cover page initially) so I redo one myself (as shown on the above). >.< Cause Evelias used block letters. and I have no idea how to do it. :3

(My page for him)

Seems a little messy and disorganised. But, ohwell. T.T

Went out with Amanda, Yangfan and Moehan. Meh, Weina was unable to make it because she had to work at night D: So they waited for us until we finally finished the scrapbook. Hehes, so nice of them. Amanda and I practically ran all over AMK just to find a stupid photo-printing shop. Checked the net, and they said AMK Hub have one, but when we went there, we can't find any. Used the street directory, but still to no avail. Decided to head over to Jubilee instead. Found one photo-printing shop, but the colour they print is like shit. Practically shit. T.T No choice, but to just print. Hahahas. I felt a sense of achievement after I handed the scrapbook. Woohoo!~ But why haven't Mr Ong thank us T.T Bangwall.

So we went to watch Baby Blues (a HongKong horror drama starring LinFeng). OMG, IT IS NOT SCARY AT ALL. I didn't even close my eyes at any parts. Okayys, maybe I did at one scene. But it is not because it was scary, it was because the scene became too gory. I mean, they dig out the eyeballs of the doll. T.T Yikes!

               

Went home after that, and I had a super awkward ride home with Moehan. Yes, we are not as close as we used to be. So not close that at this point in time, I wanted to alight at another stop so I didn't have to take the train with him all the way till I reach my house. Hmm..

Once bitten and twice shy

I kept my distance but you still catch my eye

Tell me baby, do you recognize me?

Well, it's been a year, it doesn't surprise me

Your hand fits in mine, like its made just for me.

Wednesday. :DDD The school organised a sandcastle building event for us at East Coast Park (ECP). It was fun, yet tiring. >.< Since I lived at the West, I had to wake up at 5am to reach ECP on time (7.45am). Gah! My beauty sleep... Met Amanda and Kaiyuan at Woodlands and we bused there. Heart to heart talks with them, <3 It has been a long time since I had this with anyone.

So yeahs, I felt useless at the event, because I had no idea what to do. I mean, I know the design and everything, but it just felt as if there was nothing for me to do there. Jojo, Kaiyuan and Matien were working on the main design (two hands holding a heart), and the other clique (Yanlin, Yeeying, Christel, Xingyu) were doing the minion sculpture. The guys were helping out for the plaque thingy that bear our PDG 09/13. I did help out here and there, but it just seems like I'm not doing anything. Hahahas! Guess I am too used to keeping myself busy that the sudden relaxation makes me feel incapable. :3 Ohwell.

(AJC sculpture done by the professionals)

(Classmates hard at work - working on the hands)

(Classmates - working on the plaque)

(Our finished product!)

So after a long day, Amanda, Kaiyuan, Evelias and I head over to this Joon Chiat street to eat Bak Kut Teh! :DD Yumyum! Ordered sambal fish and sambal kangkong as well. Spicy much. But I did enjoy the meal, hehes! Surprisingly, Kaiyuan eats the organs, /shocked/. I don't like the taste T.T

(Scrumptious lunch)

 Then we went to Teo Heng for a singing session! My head is spinning the whole day from the constant exposure to the sun, and I think I will be falling sick soon :3 It was a crazy session, and we teased Amanda with her Chak. :P Changed the lyrics for Katy Perry's Teenage Dreams to suit Amanda. Hahahas! Alright, I shall end off now. Have a great day ahead!

爱所包含的不单单是,

爱情、友情、或者亲情。

它更是包含了,

“在角落里默默为你付出"的意思。

Forever can never be long enough for me.

亲爱的

我没有入场卷

只能孤独地站在摩天轮下

抬头仰望着那些

来来去去 永不停歇的

不属于我的幸福

我必须一直仰着头

只有如此 眼泪才不容易留下来

可是亲爱的

也有人说

眺望摩天轮的人都是在眺望幸福

每当想到这一点 我才有勇气继续等待下去

承载这幸福的摩天轮

一圈又一圈地从地面转过

我始终坚信着

总有一天它会义无反顾地转回来

将属于我们的那一格幸福

永久地停在面前

那些属于我们的简单的幸福。。。

The tender words you say, take my breath away.

Yup, so I got back my result slip yesterday.

This is how I feel. Totally.

Wth. I stared in 'awe' at my results. My best subject for MYCT, General Paper. I actually gotten a S for it. Fml. I felt so guilty towards Mr Ong (my GP teacher). I actually went for extra consultations with Amanda, and yet I still gotten such lousy results. Haish. What is happening to me? But Mr Ong was still very encouraging - he told me that this isn't the end of the world. I can still work harder next time. Yes, I will work harder for next year. So long as to not disappoint him. Please let me promote, and Amanda too. /prays/ Just let me clear this level first, please.

So Mr Ong is leaving us soon. He will be transferring school, because of MOE stuff. Haish, and Adrian Bell is taking over my class for next year. Noooooooo... I cannot understand angmoh teachers. Failed History for the whole year for Secondary 2 because I cannot understand what are they talking. I need subtitles, dude. >.< I will really miss Mr Ong. He is my favourite teacher in JC. Really. He may seem demanding, but he is actually a kind teacher who always render us help whenever we need it. He offers me many advices, not once, not twice, but countless of times. All the best to him in his future endeavours. Read his blog a few moments ago, and realised that his son is actually suffering from some kind of disease. Please, get well soon. You are a strong and lovable kid, I know you can overcome these obstacles to become a stronger man.

So back to topic, my other subjects were atrocious as well. :3 Although my marks for Physics and Econs had doubled from MYCT, they were still not good enough. I still got S and U respectively. Haish, and overall results will still suck, because they will pull me down hard. >.< My Chemistry was alright, improved but still below my expectations. Made a pact with Ms Yeo that I have to score at least 60, but I am still short of 7 marks. Sorry Ms Yeo.. Haish, I am guilty to her as well. But ohwell, this was the only subject that I passed.

Maths was horrible as usual. My grades dropped. AGAIN. Seriously, I am considering if I should submit to tuition. T.T I felt that tuition was a waste of time, because it doesn't help much. I need time for myself to consolidate my learning, right? Ohwell, this shall remain as a question that I will ponder next time. /procrastinating again/

(Ripped off Tumblr)

The sun sets.

On my empty heart alone in my bed.

Tossing and turning,

Emotions were strong.

But I knew I had to hold on.

The stars lean down to kiss you.

Shall continue with this post, :D -typed halfway-

So, today was an interesting day. Well spent with my dearies, Amanda, Weina and Kaiyuan. Gah, sad that Evelias was unable to make it because she has to take care of her mummy who fell sick. Get well soon, Evelias' mummy! :DDD

So yeahs, from the above picture, you would have guessed that we went ice skating. :DDD Omg, so fun! You should have seen Amanda skated. Hilarious, she took 14 minutes to skate one round. Hehes, Amanda. I know you will be reading this post someday, so I'm here to make fun of you. :p Penguins should learn how to skate! So anyways, it was a sort of a bonding session with my clique, and I no longer bear a grudge against Kaiyuan. :DDD Just gimme one day, I will have a good night sleep and everything will be fine the next day. YAY! /inserts peace sign/

We went to this place, Paris something, for tea break! -which serves as dinner for me- Omg, the food is like totally damn nice can! Introducing to you, seafood chowder, tiramisu something, mango royal pudding and this weird-looking-spaceship-like-cheesecake. Hehes!

(Looks yummy, isn't it?)

It was expensive. And I really mean EXPENSIVE. I mean, seafood chowder for $7.50?! It's akin to robbing a bank in the broad daylight :3 But the food. Delicious. Definitely worth my money. Kekes! Recommended!



Me and Weina!

All of us!

Just to let you see more pictures of me, :p

So yeahs, it was an enjoyable day. Went shopping but I didn't spent a single cent because I'm budget much. >.< What to do when my parents don't 'sponsor' me? Rawr. Yup, my life is interesting.

I watch the skies turn blue,

But it's not the same without you.

I will send a postcard to you.

Cause I wish you were here, by my side.

I miss you very much. Really.



This night is flawless, don't you let it go.

 哭过就好了  - 梁文音

不喜欢怀疑什么 并不表示我没有感受

看你微妙的变化 慢慢不同

我不是生气 只是心痛

最讨厌被误会了 但越解释越觉得难过

你可以说人会变 但不能说

你会这么做是我的错

哭过就好了 伤都会好的

这样相信所以深呼吸着割舍

爱是为了拥抱 为了牵手

不是为了争吵 为了调头

哭过就好了 痛都会走的

记忆有限 所以它会淘汰坏的

失眠听歌 想念虽然苦涩

还是谢谢你让我长大了

越多美好堆叠的过往

想忘就得推倒更大的悲伤

要找勇气却不在口袋或手上

但它一定在我身上某个地方

This is my current mood earlier in the morning today. Except it was not because of love that left me tearing, it was my friend and her arrangement of my grouping in my Service Learning project! Tsktsk. She grouped me with Yiran, Tingkiat, Yinzhi, Algernon and Jiaxin. Sucks manzxc. Initially I was happy because I have Yiran and Tingkiat, whom I'm closest to in the whole group. Then I realised they have to leave in the middle to set up and mend their stations, for they are station masters. Zzz. Then I left with Yinzhi, although I had not really talked to him before, but at least he is someone whom I can try to make small talks with. But I realised he has to leave in the middle for his logistics planning as well. So left me with Algernon and Jiaxin. What the hell?!

Jiaxin probably won't even appear during our Service Learning project. Fine. I don't care. Then Algernon is this annoying super talkative guy that I cannot stand. Ohgawd, how am I supposed to survive the whole Service Learning project with him?! Stupid to the max. I really cannot understand what in the world is Kaiyuan thinking. Why group me with the both of them?! My group cannot function like that!!! >.< I might as well just take MC on that day. Haish.

So I cried. Although I knew about the groups earlier, I can't help but teared again. :3 Yupp, you have seen correctly, tears. Haish, I have a weak heart, I cannot handle such stress that easily. Hate today. But luckily, I have my besties, Amanda and Weina, who accompanied me to eat at Bukit Timah and shop at JEM. Virgin experience at JEM! Amanda bought 2 pairs of shoes at H&M. Ohgawd, 2 shoes for the price of 1?! Awesome deals manzxc! :DDD But I have similar shoes already, decided to pass.

Anyways, I'm feeling much better now as I typed this post. I promised I will not cry anymore. I'm not a crybaby. The reality is harsh, I have to learn to accept it. && through this, I think I somehow get to understand who are my true friends. Thanks.

I didn't get my perfect fantasy.

Dang dang dang. Doomsday.

PW OP Actual Exam Day.

Current feeling: Feel like vomiting

So finally comes the day of my long-awaited PW OP exams. Nervous wrecking experience. My group was due in the afternoon. Worst thing ever, my group and Algernon's kena moderation. Zzz, stupid. Why do they want to pull down my marks?! My OP already cannot make it already. ...

So I decided to walk out to the floor confidently during my turn. Too confidently, I must say, that made Hongwei kept laughing at me throughout the whole day. >.< The speech was generally alright, except in the middle I felt like puking. Literally. I was really holding it back.

However, my Q&A ruined me. I was so stunned by the question, that my mind completely went blank. I crapped out 2 points, and stopped there because I really wasn't able to crap the third point. Hongwei commented that I went too far at a point of time. OMG, please don't give me NAQ. I really tried my best!

Yeahs, after my PW exam, we waited for MsYeo (my PW teacher) to sign our papers before we can hand in. Called her over 20 times, but she never pick up any of our calls. Cheh, in the end we realised we can just hand in our documents first without the signatures. T.T I feel like banging the wall, seriously. We waited for her for approximately 1 hour sia! I was famished, because I skipped lunch due to the nervousness brought about by my exam x.x

Went Mos Burgers for dinner with Kaiyuan and Evelias. Ordered Teriyaki chicken burger, clam chowder soup and a large milk tea. I eat a lot huh. Make up for the loss of my lunch! Hahahas! :DDD Chatted a while before heading off to catch my TV show. Hehehes!

That's how my little mundane day ends ....

All I can say is, it was enchanting to meet you.

One day before my PW Oral Presentation Examinations...

Kaiyuan and I went over to Evelias' house to run through our PW. It was sucky, as Jiaxin and Prashanth both were unable to make it. >.< Prashanth is understandable, as he has his Deepavali and everything. But Jiaxin, uhno. Pon as usual.

So as predicted, before we started on our dry run officially, Kaiyuan and her itchy hands went to click on Movietube, and tada! We ended up watching Sadako (horror movie) instead. I guess I was already feeling the nerves that day, that I felt that Sadako was not scary at all. Not even a tinge of horror in it. Lousy movie. >.< Then we slacked awhile, played with Evelias' penguin and imitating it to be Amanda, our life-sized penguin. Hahas! :DDD

PS. Amanda's birthday is coming soon. I wanted to do something for her, because Amanda said before she wanted sincerity in her present. But Kaiyuan suggested ordering a life-sized penguin from Taobao. Hey, we super budget here already. How much will that life-sized penguin cost?! Furthermore, there is still shipping fees! T.T Using my creative brain juices, I am almost done with Amanda and Weina's study guide books. More useful huh? :D I'm a genius, I know. Hehes!

Back to topic, after the movie, we practiced on our OP. Ohgawd, I actually forgot my script?! One day before the actual exam, just imagine how panicky I started to get. Gah. That's all, after two rounds of the speech with the slides and everything, and a round of Q&A, we went our separate ways. I went over to Toa Payoh to find my grandparents, whilst Kaiyuan went JEM to meet her friends.

Sidenote: WOW, Evelias actually has a tenant. WOW WOW, Tingkiat is really rich! His house is like two HDBs joined together, and he even has 3 tenants! >.< According to Amanda, who went his house to practice for OP.

Cartoon version of Sadako

Because I tried finding pictures of Sadako online, but all the pictures are all so scary x.x I decided to put a cartoon version of Sadako. Hehes!

Then after that, I went Paradise for dinner with my family, (y) Scrumptious meal once again, that left me feeling so full that I wanted to vomit!

Saliva Chicken (direct translation from Chinese)

Ohwow, this is a super cold dish. I wasn't expecting anything like that. But the whole dish turns out nice, but I guess I prefer eating hot chicken. Warm to be exact. The normal chicken. Hahas! :D

Egg with scallop blahs blahs blahs

Hahas, can't remember the name of this dish as well. But it is damn delicious! The egg is so fluffy that I feel like I'm walking on the clouds while I stuff the food into my mouth!

Mapo tofu and spicy dumplings

The mapo tofu was not bad., because it is not very spicy. Suitable for my liking! On the other hand, I think that the spicy dumplings are not as nice as that of Ding Tai Fung's. It is due to their chilli sauce, :3

Lastly, the highlight of the day: original xiaolongbao

Cheesy xiaolongbao

The smell and taste of the cheesy ones, are not that strong. If I did not pay close attention, I may even mistaken it to be the original ones! Ohno.

My all-time-round favourite: red bean pancake! Crispy!

Banana and red bean as the fillings, inside this egg bread thingy.

It is quite a unique dish.

Alright, a big feast before the day of my OP exam to encourage me. Hahahas! Sarangheyo! <3

There I was again tonight forcing laughter, faking smiles
Same old tired, lonely place

Walls of insincerity, shifting eyes and vacancy

Vanished when I saw your face

All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you

The feelings are burning hot, but I'd rather be numb.

A post that I typed halfway on Saturday, time to continue with it. :D

I went trekking at Bukit Timah Nature Reserve today. Took the easy trail that only lasted for 45 minutes, but I am so dog tired. The front part of the trail was upslope all the way, ohgawd. My legs couldn't take it. Saw my AJ PE teacher, Ms Chen, but I didn't manage to say hi. (: Too crowded over there. Hahahas!

I think I have the tendency to see teachers around whenever I went trekking. Last year when I was going Macritchie Reservoir, I saw Ms Suba, my secondary school SS teacher, with her husband. Hahas, :DDD Lucky or what?

Ate chicken rice with tzechar at this eatery. Their food was superb. Located at the Beauty World Shopping Centre if I'm not wrong. It is in Bukit Timah. Keke!

(Half of a Chicken, yumyum! :D)

(French beans with prawns! :D)



(I don't know what is this, but delicious also!)

(Sambal prawn, my favourite!) 

 Tada, delicacies of the day! :D Hahas, recommended! Do visit their eatery! You won't regret. Ohgawd, why am I advertising for them. Hehes, I'm a good customer.

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar

The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star

He's the song in the car I keep singing

Don't know why I do

Cause baby I'll bite the bullet and take the blow for love.

Doom. Bang. Dang. Weird noises I invented myself. Hahas, sorry I'm bored! :DD

Anyways, I forgot to mention about my lunch date with my dear Amanda that day. Tada, at Mahattan Fish Market. Pardon me for my spelling mistake. :D I don't know how to spell.

Food looks delicious huh? :D

Are you jelly? Hahas, ordered grilled fish for myself whilst Amanda ordered spicy fish. Hahas, she was like not spicy not spicy, but kept taking in big gulps of water. :DD Cuteness overload. The food was delicious.

Memories flow in my mind as we sat at that exact same table. Exact same sitting arrangement. Exact same people. :D Just me and her. A little world to ourselves. Coincidence! Hahas, ordered ice cream as well. Only $1.90 you know! Lunch deals offer~ So we sat there for around 2 hours, just chatting and 'arguing' with each other. We have a point system to see who will be speechless during arguments. Of course, I won! :DDD Hahahas! She is forever speechless. Meh.

She is my bestie in my whole JC life. I am honoured to have met such a good friend, who cares for others, who is not selfish. She is unlike my so-called good friends in Secondary School who often puts on a mask everyday they go. Hypocrites much. Amanda is true to her friends. That's why I love her. <3 Hey, if you are ever reading this, must be touched okays! :P

When I'm cold, I need a sweater, and I have it.

When I'm hot, I need a ice lemon tea, and I have it.

When I'm feeling troubled, why aren't you there

When I need you the most? D:

Tonight the room is much smaller, with room for only you and me.

Continued...

On Wednesday, I accidentally found out something that I wasn't suppose to know. It was quite bad. I knew my groupings for the Service Learning already. Oh fml. I really cannot understand why did she put me in such a stupid grouping. So the whole story goes... There are four groups. My clique consists of five people. One of us (I shall not mention names) plans the whole event, so she don't have to be in a group. She successfully split everyone of us up. Then the other clique in the class is able to be concentrated in two groups. Wth?! It was unfair, bitch. Not only that, she put me with these two annoying guys that I hate in class. One of them being my PW mate (the free-rider whom I often have conflicts with), and the other was the most talkative guy I have ever meet. (I shall not mention names as well). Sucks to be me. Why did I ended up in such a sucky group? I think I shall just emo on the whole of that day. Seriously, I am very angry.

Met up with my bestie, Vivian for a dinner date. Because both of us are quite budget, we went Mos Burger for dinner. (: Ate teriyaki chicken burger, whilst she ate a cheeseburger. Ordered a set meal, that comes with milktea and this chicken cutlet thingy. Hahas! :D Spent a whole great deal of time just sitting down there and reminiscing. I complained to her about my SL groupings of course, and it made my day better when I finally get to release the built-up anger in me.

On Thursday, nothing really much happened. Just that my Project Work group didn't get to present as a practice >.< Sad life.

Just like the clouds

My eyes will do the same if you walk away

Everyday it will rain, rain, rain...

Cause there'll be no sunlight if I lose you, baby.

Sorry for the lack of posts recently. I was too busy with my Project Work. I've been a little too stressed up recently because of Project Work. I have absolutely no idea how to do the Q&A component for my Oral Presentation dryrun. >.< Hang in there, yanqi. Just 4 more days. A mere 4 days, and you will be freed! Yes, my oral exam is in 4 days time. Why is it that that day is the first day for my school, and other schools like Victoria JC has already finished their PW exam?! Seriously!!

So, interesting things had happened in the week. It was an interesting week. #happykid96

On Tuesday, I went Pastamania for lunch with my JC clique (namely Amanda, Weina, Kaiyuan and Evelias). I had never felt so cheated in my life. >.< It was a bad idea. I wanted to save some money because I was broke recently, so me and Amanda ordered some Al funghi pasta (vegetarian), thinking that it will be cheaper. Furthermore, with student meal and all, it is considered cheap. However, we failed to realise that there is no student meal during that time period. No discounts. Nothing. And I paid a freaking $8.20 for a mushroom pasta, that doesn't even taste that delicious. I regret not ordering the set meal, although it was quite expensive ($14+), but the side dish that Weina ordered (brownie) was delicious!

Afterwards, I caught "Incidious 2" with Amanda and Kaiyuan. It was a great horror movie, with quite a number of scary scenes, and a few funny parts. Hahahas, Kaiyuan was practically covering her eyes all the way throughout the movie, and she even checked the synopsis during the movie. Weird girl much, hahas! :D I will recommend this movie to all. NOT KIDS, THEY WILL BE FRIGHTENED TO DEATH. HAHAHAS!

Afterwards, went Marble Slab for an ice cream with them. It was my virgin experience there. Ordered red velvet cake and cotton candy. Mwahahas! :D It was quite a pleasant experience. The service is good, and the ice cream is tasty. I can't wait to try their ice cream waffles! Got a thing for them now, heh!

Then I went on a dinner date with my bestie, huiqi. It has been such a long time since we met! The last time we met was one month before my promos, hahas! I'm a bad friend. Ate Swensens, ordered baked spaghetti which turned out to be surprisingly nice. Hahas, just that I had a little sore throat, and the dish is a little dry. It was sheer pain to swallow my food. Then I went for a second round of ice cream. Hazel Daze, with mocha flavoured ice cream and small chocolate waffles bits. I can feel my fats building up, with all the whipped cream on the ice cream x.x

That's all for Tuesday. It was an eventful day. A day that made me spent nearly $50 which left me broke for the whole of this week. >.< Hurhurhur...

Tonight every street in the city

Ends up where I don't wanna be

The signs tell me how far I am from you

Even though you're all that I see

I'll pick up these broken pieces till I'm bleeding.

Today was a rainy day. And it reminds me of this song. Hahas, it was quite an old song, but the lyrics are quite meaningful. And somehow, it fits my feelings currently.

下雨天 - 南拳媽媽

下雨天了 怎么办 我好想你
我不敢打给你 我找不到原因
为什么失眠的声音 变得好熟悉
沉默的场景 做你的代替 陪我等雨停

期待让人越来越沉溺（疲惫）
谁和我一样 等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会 寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞 一个人擦泪 一个人好累

怎样的雨 怎样的夜 怎样的我 能让你更想念
雨要多大 天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴
其实没有我你分不出哪些差别
结局那还能多明显
别说你会难过 别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉