Love is like a battlefield.

Gah, it is good that I start feeling some stress already. >.< Promos are coming in ten more days! Nine to be exact, excluding this day. I am so eggcited! NOT. Haish, it stress me to see so many of my friends mugging for the promos, except for me. I realised I can't study at home man. Too many distractions. But hey, #achievementunlocked I managed to restrain myself from watching Running Man this week! I am still craving to watch - this week's episode will be interesting! Gary kisses Jihyo, perfect. :DDD

 Agenda for the weekend:

1) Maths Revision Paper 1

2) Maths Promos Paper 2011

3) Physics TYS

Yeahs, I guess this can last me for the whole weekend. There are simply too little time but too many things to do! D: Study study study. Hwaiting!

(Ripped off Bing)

Yup, I will do my maths after I finish watching today's episode of BIG. :DD



I will be a warrior.

I will be stronger than I've ever been.

My new armor is made of steel, you can never get in.

You can never hurt me again.

Putting on a show.

 

(Ripped off Bing) 

Nothing worst can happen on this day >.< Haish, I had never felt such intense guiltiness in my life before. D: I'm sorry for whatever I had done, teacher.

The story goes...

Due to study breaks, we will be missing Wednesday and Thursday's lessons next week. Which includes a 1.5h worth of GP lessons. Yeahs, GP is quite important, as it is a criteria to promote to J2. >.< My teacher felt that we cannot afford to miss it, hence he made me ask my PW teacher if there are anymore PW lessons. Personally, I felt that PW is not as important in this point of time, since it won't be tested for promos. However, I am not saying that PW is not important, I meant it as we should focus on it after our promos.

My PW teacher said she will be continuing with our PW lessons. Ohwell, I don't mind actually. PW lessons are fun with my fun groupmates around (except one free-rider). However, to our surprise, our PW teacher changed her mind, and decided to let us self-study during her PW lessons. So, naturally I remembered about my GP lessons, and decided to replace PW lessons with GP lessons, if that is possible. Oh come on, who will actually study during that short 1h lesson? My class will not mug, but instead create chaos. Yeahs, our class' specialty is really to anger teachers. Chem teacher, Physics teacher, any teacher, you name it. D:

After arranging the timeslot with my GP teacher, I sent a text to ask my Chem teacher for permission to use her PW timeslot for GP. Who knows, she decided to rage during class today. >.< Yeahs, I know that I am being very evil to use her lessons for other subjects. But hey, if you do mind other teachers occupying your timeslot, you just have to say it. I don't mind not having GP lessons. We can have it some other days. However, I personally do think that having GP lessons with be more effective than self-study, since we do not have time to complete the lessons.

I felt guilty towards my Chem teacher. I was afraid that there will be friction between her and my GP teacher. It was partially my fault. If I didn't mention anything about the free timeslot, nothing will happen and everyone will be happy. It was all my fault...

I guessed I got my retribution, because today after the whole incident, I went to the library to get my stuff printed out. However, the printer died on me. Spent nearly 45 minutes trying to print out one picture but to no avail x.x Haish, so time consuming. I can spend that time slacking my life away!!

Afterwards, I was scolded multiple times by my econs teachers for talking to my friend, Amanda. "Those two girls over there, can you stop talking?!" The only problem was, I didn't even really open my mouth. I was just seated at an angle, turning 45 degrees towards my friend. BUT PAYING FULL CLOSE ATTENTION TO THE TUTORIAL. It was a bad idea to sit beside Chio. I will always be scolded by teachers for talking too much. x.x To be honest, the person who talked too much is Chio. Hahas, :D

Alright, my story shall end here, I hope my teachers will relieve their anger soon x.x I still have to survive for the rest of my JC life with them T.T I do not want to get blacklisted by them!

Lately, I've been losing sleep.

Dreaming about the things that we could be.

But baby, I've been praying hard,

Said, no more counting dollars

We'll be counting stars, yeah we'll be counting stars.

Hearts are not a gift, but they are earned.

I'm a happy kid today. Hahahas, after lunch at home, I went to book my December holidays trip! :D Although I'm not going to fantastic places like Europe, but I'm satisfied with China. The scenery there is pretty, I heard. Furthermore, I hope it snows! I had never seen snow before, except in pictures of course. Truly excited, I can't wait for December to come! #happykid96

Went to Thai Express for dinner. One of my favourite restaurants in Singapore. They serve delicious Thai food, like seriously. Daebak! My favourites are the glass noodles, sweet tapioca and the ever famous, green curry. :D Yup, but my daddy hates it. Says that the food is too cold for his liking. Truly traditional. Hahahas! He only likes hot Chinese food. x.x

(Cold glass noodles!)

(Green curry with rice)

(Red chicken curry)

(Sweet potato for dessert)

Of course, there are many more food that we ordered, such as the seafood otah. I'm just lazy to upload all the photos. Hahas! :D Ohwell, the food is delicious, in my opinion. However, to give it a 5 star rating, I am still a bit reluctant. Why? They don't provide free ice water! Tsktsk, I'm not a fan of spiciness, I cannot take too spicy stuff. Although their food is considered spicy to me, I did not order any drinks cause I have a tight budget x.x But hey, in the end the whole meal costed $60 plus. >.<



Lastly, to end off my day. I went to Udders with my family for ice cream waffles! It is my virgin experience at Udders. Customer service is not too bad, though it can be improved. Ohyeahs, I went to the United Square branch. Hahahas, if I went later abit, perhaps I would be able to see Weili! It has been awhile since I last saw my dear little primary school friend. Hahahas, oops. Sidetracked a lot.

Coming back to the ice cream waffles, I ordered Chocoholic sundae on waffles. Don't it simply look delicious? Irresistible! Yumyum! (Y)

Yours truly is a happy kid this day. My life is complete  :D

Where are you? I miss you more than anything.

You seemed so far, so far away from me

Though we are just one meter apart.

I feel lonely, waiting for the phone to ring,

For you to give me a sense of security.

But I realised, I am always alone.

Forever alone.

Not even the Kodak could capture our memories.

Welcome back. Hahas, :D Friday the 13th. Today has been very mundane to me. I'm just lazing around at home, read a few of my notes and slack the whole day. Super enjoy life rights. :D Ohno, I should really wake up from my laziness!

It has been awhile since I went out to have some fun. (Sorry, but I'm forever stuck at home, with my mummy nagging me to study). So I was scrolling through my gallery, and suddenly fond memories of a family outing this June holidays struck me.

Introducing to you, Gardens By The Bay! It was a pretty fun place, except the fact that it was super crowded and I found it hard to breathe. But nonetheless, I did enjoy myself well and managed to snap some photos of pretty flowers, and of course pretty me. Hahas, just kidding! :D Ohwell.

(Pretty scenery and model)

Hahas, it was an enjoyable trip as it has been awhile since I went out with my family. However, the walk to the flower dome was pretty hot, I was sweating like hell. Yeahs, shit the weather.

More pictures...

(magnificient view behind!)

(flowers, flowers)

(even more flowers) 

I still have many photos in my phone, but I am too lazy to upload them. Hahas, :D Laziness strikes again! And finally, my own reflections. I think this trip had bonded my family even strongly. Families are a pillar of support for us. We should learn to treasure and appreciate them. They are the ones who will be there for us when we needed them. They are the ones who will catch us when we fall. We often take our families for granted, and tend to side with our friends. But not to forget, families should always be our first priority, no matter how important friends are to us.

Alright, on the last note, I sincerely recommend the Singapore's Gardens By The Bay, it is a perfect spot for dating or family outings! Pretty flowers, pretty sceneries everywhere!

I'm drowning in our memories.

Can't stop thinking, thinking about you.

You left me lonely and confused.

It was a lie right from the start.

 

Your charming smile lights up the whole city.

(Ripped off Tumblr)

Yup, I'm back. Really addicted to blogging, hahas. :D I can't get to sleep. Ohwell.

A blog post dedicated to you. I kept thinking of you. It had been a long time since we interacted, and to be honest, I really miss you. I'm sorry to have screw things up. It is all my fault. I took up loads of initiatives in an attempt to engage you in small conversations, but you seemed to want to get away from me. Can we please go back to the past? I'm really sorry for what I did.

I hope things could work out between us, but the cold hard reality had hit me. I realised it was impossible with your cold attitude towards me. I know I am not the one for you, I'm fat and ugly. Yeahs, I do admit. Your words do affect me a lot. Hurts me badly.

I really want to forget you. I really do. But I just can't. Everytime after I sort out my thoughts, you will appear and mess up my mind again. I really hate you. I really do. And I hate myself for liking you, for hurting myself and my friend. I am just a fool.

You made me feel like I'm a princess. Cinderella.

You always appear like a knight in shining armour, saving me from distress.

I thought we will live happily ever after, with you, my prince charming.

But I realised, fairytales will always only be fairytales.

Because the next moment, you left me on the ground, bleeding profusely.

Take a chance, take a step, take my hand.

I think I'm going to be addicted to blogging. For now, that is. Damn, I should really focus on my studies. >.< I promise that this would be a short post. Hahas, :D I need a breather.

           

 

(Ripped off Tumblr)

Got the urge to read books suddenly. Books, as in storybooks, not my textbooks. Dang, when was it the last time I ever touched a book? I think a few years ago, LOL. Went to do CWO with Evelias a few weeks ago in the school library (due to latecoming issues. Don't judge), and I realised how much I missed being in the library to read books that I enjoyed. (Side note: I love reading child abuse books. I'm not a sadist please.)

I shall promise myself to go on a 'spree' in the library, after my promos. If I manage to promote. I really hope I do x.x I'm sick of studying, can the two years please end faster? I need a break. Seriously.

The day I first met you,

you told me you'd never fall in love.

And yes, you did fulfil that promise.

You had never fallen in love.

But I can't control my feelings,

I am already falling for you. Hard.

Now, I know fear is what it really was.

We are so near, yet so far.

When would you ever realise

that I'm not like the rest?

Lost days, pictures fade.

I'm finally back to blogging after what seemed like eternity. 3 years man! *claps claps*

Been feeling a little stressed nowadays with the promos coming and stuff. Yup, life is never easy. But nonetheless, all work and no play makes Jack a dull boy! I'm not a mugger, obviously. I still watch my shows daily :D #yolo #notafraidtodie (On a side note: this week's running man was daebak!)

Met up with my secondary school friends during teachers' day. Missed them so much! 9 months of not seeing my favourite people in my life, namely vivian and yinton (and Peggy, who decided to pangseh us for her boyfriend). We should totally meet up again soon. KTV is a promise!

(From left to right: vivian, peiyu, me and qinying)

Yikes, just realised I forgot to take picture with yinton. Ohwell, shoot die me. Hahas, interesting lunch at Hot Tomato with them. After lunch, we decided to go partyworld to sing, yet it was full house. *sobs* I decided to went home early to sleep instead while they advanced to yinton's house with peiyu and gladys.

 (From left to right: me, vivian, mrs ng)

My favourite teacher in ZHSS! Presenting to you, Mrs Ng! I will never forget your warmth. I'm sorry teacher, the flower that you gave me as an encouragement to do well in O's, was so crushed in my bag that day, that my mummy forced me to throw it away. Nonetheless, I still thank you for everything.

And not to forget Mr Eugene Lee. I didn't manage to snap a photo with him though. He went off first before me and vivian could even meet him. I missed the old days, his lessons are all so interesting. Mr Lee is a comical guy, who never fails to make the whole class burst into laughers during his every lesson. Kudos to you, teacher! :D

Alright, I shall go back to my revision though I'm still not in the mood. Yikes. My life sucks. That is all for today. I really should go study now if I want to catch my drama at night. Keke! :D

P.S. I missed my juniors. Only managed to see yuying (we fight everytime we met), chingrong, zhiqing, kewei, samantha and marina. :( Where are the rest of you! Hahas. Davier, vivian was so sad that you left early!

P.P.S To my two favourite besties in the world, xiaofang and huiqi, I will never forget you two as well! :DDD

Lost days, picture fades.

Time flies, and soon we all grow up.

You will always remain in my memories,

My true friends, forget me not.

Whenever you need me, I'll be there.

I'll be there to protect you.

I'll be there to listen to you.

Just call my name, and I'll be there.