I'm waiting for a moment like this.

Went for a little window shopping yesterday and I saw some pretty bags that I'm totally in love with. Ohgawd! However, the fact that they are branded bags rendered me helpless as I couldn't afford it (as if my mummy will buy for me). Hahahas, but still, it don't hurt to do some window shopping rights? Hehes! 

Presenting to you....

Carlo Rino! :DD

Their bags are pretty! They offered a wide range of styles, but for me, I like these kind of bags, very sweet-looking and demure-like. Hahahas! :P However, I won't carry branded bags around luh. Not my style. LOL! 

These bags are plain and simple, totally chic!

A Carlo Rino collection!

Wow, can flip one! It's like you own two bags, :D Good!

Don't really like the colour, but the design is nice!

Alright, enough fantasizing. Hahahas, back to homework! /sobs/

All pictures above credit to milliondollarbeauty.blogspot.com

Everything changes, but beauty remains.

Something so tender, that I can't explain.

Well, I may be dreaming but I'm awake now

Can't we make this dream last forever?

I will cherish a moment like this.

Love is a sweet melody sung by two.

周杰伦's 大笨钟

你说我比大笨钟还笨要怎么比
吵架我太安静钟至少还有声音
要我离开我早就打包好行李
喝完这杯咖啡我就走答应你

过这么九怎么还没叫我还你 DVD
再不打给我我就不打算追回你
我走在你喜欢的电影场景里
你却不在我想要的场景里

耍什么嘴硬 耍 耍什么嘴硬
有什么毛病 有 有什么毛病
我很大器 我没你小气
我会原谅你 你仔细听

我从未爱过你 怎么会想念你
发什么神经 有理说不清
只是脑袋还不清醒
其实还爱着你 其实还想着你 Yeah~
请你别太得意

你说我比大笨钟还笨要怎么比
吵架我太安静钟至少还有声音
要我离开我早就打包好行李
喝完这杯咖啡我就走答应你

过这么九怎么还没叫我还你 DVD
再不打给我我就不打算追回你
我走在你喜欢的电影场景里
你却不在我想要的场景里

耍什么嘴硬 耍 耍什么嘴硬
有什么毛病 有 有什么毛病
我很大器 我没你小气
我会原谅你 你仔细听

我从未爱过你 怎么会想念你
发什么神经 有理说不清
只是脑袋还不清醒
其实还爱着你 其实还想着你 Yeah~
请你别太得意

Ooh wah~ Ooh Wah~ Baby

我从未爱过你 怎么会想念你 Yeah~
发什么神经 有理说不清
只是脑袋还不清醒
其实还爱着你 其实还想着你 Yeah~
请你别太得意


I think the tune is very catchy, although I don't really like the singer. LOL! :D No offence, just expressing my opinion. Hahahas! It has been a long time since I listened to Jay Chou's songs, soyeahs. Hehes, :D

And in your smile, I see something more beautiful than the stars.

(Ripped from Pinterest)

Quote of the day:
"Be somebody who makes everyone feel like a somebody"

I have been quite inspired ever since the visit to NTU open house yesterday with my mummy and meimei :D Hahahas, I guess I will be most likely aiming for the psychology course. I have been hesitating for quite awhile whether to aim for that because I heard from many that it is quite a useless course. I mean, many people wouldn't want to go for consultations with psychologists or psychiatrists for fear of being judges by others.

Hey, who says people who visit the psychiatrists or psychologists definitely will have mental problems? Living in such a fast-paced city like Singapore, there are bound to be tons of stress. In a way, visit these specialised doctors allow one to relieve their stress, hence reducing the probability of one being trapped in depression. Yeahs! :D

Hahas, :D && I realised, there are other jobs, other than being psychologists, such as working in the human resource department. Hahahas, which I think will be quite fun? LOL! ^^

Visited the NIE booth as well, may be considering being a teacher. Another pathway for my future. LOL, just that the bond with MOE is 4 years. Arghs! && the course itself takes 4 years (same as psychology, kns! Business takes only 3 years!). But you get salary from the MOE in the first 2 years of your studies, and you don't have to worry about being out of job, because there will be jobs waiting for you the moment you graduate. Hahahas! :D

Yeahs, collected some goodies from NTU. I took like five post-if pads, one luggage tag, two ballpoint pens and two recycle bags. I guess that's all. Not bad, great hauls! :D I will be visiting NUS open house next week with friends. Woohoo!~ More goodie bags? Oops, I'm such a cheapo. \^o^/ Hehes!

Anyways, somebody must be cursing me. D: Had been sneezing throughout the whole morning already. Arghs! :3 Gah, I shall go back to my study table. Sian much, since I have been out the entire day yesterday, the whole mountain of homework on my table remained untouched. T.T && I have an econs test tomorrow. Wts. Burden sia!

P.S. I'm looking forward to Friday! Definitely not because of cross country. but the Korean BBQ that we will be having after cross country! :P && great news, I doubt there is CCA practice that day. Cheers!~

You paint me a blue sky at first, but turned it to rain afterwards.

I lived in your chess game, but you changed the rules everyday.

Wondering which version of you I might get on the phone tonight.

Well, I guessed I had stopped anticipating.

Give the gift of your absence to those who don't appreciate your presence.

(Ripped from Pinterest)

Let the curtain fall on you and me.

Let the lights go out and blow out the fuse.

No strings attached between me and you.

You mean nothing to me anymore.

I'm slowly learning to let go.

Though disabled by fear to be on my own,

I can do this alone.

Placing trust in myself,

and trusting no one.

Because baby you are my wonderwall.

(Ripped from Pinterest)

Just a short post for the day. What a sleepy day to begin a new week :3 Stupid Monday where I have CCA T.T Slacked till 5.45pm with my great CO mates (Junho, Chaomin, Kangwei and Shiwei) before we head for CCA. In the midst of the practice (surprisingly the teacher isn't here today), the five of us including Xiaofang and Kiyee came out of the room to slack again. Chatted till there is no tomorrow, until my CO president (Xinze) came over to 'scold' us. Hahahas! :D 

Great friendships will last a lifetime. Although I dare not say that I am super close to them, but at least they make my mundane CCA days interesting, filling the boringness with laughters and smiles. Cheers to my special CO mates out there! :D

And all the roads that lead you there were winding.
And all the lights that light up the way are blinding.
There are many things that I would like to say to you,
But I don't know how.

Fill up our cup, make a memory, drink it up.

Landfill  -  by Daughter

Throw me in the landfill

Don't think about the consequences

Throw me in the dirt pit

Don't think about the choices that you make

Throw me in the water

Don't think about the splash I will create

Leave me at the altar

Knowing all the things you just escaped

Push me out to the sea

On a little boat that you made

Out of the evergreen

That you helped your father cut away

Leave me on the tracks

To wait until the morning train arrives

Don't you dare look back

Walk away, catch up with the sunrise

This is torturous

Electricity between both of us

And this is dangerous

'cause I want you so much

But I hate your guts

I hate you

So leave me in the cold

Wait until the snow covers me up

So I cannot move

So I'm just embedded in the frost

Then leave me in the rain

Wait until my clothes cling to my frame

Wipe away your tear stains

Thought you said you didn't feel pain

Well this is torturous

Electricity between both of us

And this is dangerous

'cause I want you so much

But I hate your guts

I want you so much

But I hate your guts

Well this is torturous

Electricity between both of us

And this is dangerous

'cause I want you so much

But I hate your guts

I want you so much

But I hate your guts

I think the imagery painted by this song totally captured and triggered the emotions in our inner self. It is a truly beautiful song, which relates well to us.

Well, I'm not sure of the real interpretation of the song. However, in my opinion, I think the song is about the girl being used and tossed away like a garbage by the guy. Although she pretends not to care and ask him to walk away from her life, yet she still yearns for him. She still loves him very much. It was dangerous because she cannot stop herself from continuing to love him. Her love for him will make her succumb to love, destroying herself.

So what's the moral of the story? Head up, stay strong. Fake a smile and move on. Things will get better as time passes. 

In the game of silent searching, the cost of love is rising.

(Ripped from Pinterest)

I don't know anymore. I don't know what exactly am I doing. I don't know what step to take now. I just know that I'm exhausted from all these nonsense. Maybe I should just stand put in that original place whilst everyone moves on. Yeahs. I need some time alone, away from all the stress. Perhaps I should just migrate to some country such as Bhutan. No technology so nobody can reach me. I can then enjoy a carefree life, without me thinking about anything. Just me, myself and I. Sounds good?

I tried to sever ties,

and I ended up with wounds to bind.

It's like you're pouring salt in my cuts.

And I just ran out of band-aids.

You can try to bandage the damage,

but you can never fix a heart.