I’m weak from being hurt by the scarring love.

Continuing with last week events, on Thursday, I was out with Kenneth, my best male friend (one of my best). Hehes, haven't seen him for a long while! (okayys, the last time we met was when he coached me Physics, one day before Physics promos) Hahahas! :D Anyways, we went to catch movie (Captain Philips) and played pool. Fun day! :D BUT I saw Stacy and Jones couple at Nex KFC, and we even caught the same movie as Lix and CS couple. T.T Worst day ever. Out of so many people, why must I see them. Ohgawd. Anyways, when we were travelling to AMK for pool, we met Yuhui on the train as well. Bleahs! >.< I think I'm never ever going to Nex again :3

My personal reviews for this movie: 7/10

It was quite exciting because it was about this kidnapping thing (pirates kidnap ship captain), it was quite touching in the end. But I hate how in the end the nice pirates were all killed T.T They were so nice! Anyways, it was based on a true story. So scary! I hope that nobody I know will be a sailor next time. LOL!

你相信命运吗？

我闭上眼睛，就会想起那个初夏。

想到我们的邂逅，就像是一场华丽的梦境。

我想，一定是命运让你我相遇，

将你送到了我身边来帮助我。

我相信命运，因为我一直相信那些冥冥中注定的东西。

对，我们要相信的是“相信”的力量。

正因为我相信摩天轮的传说，

所以才会经过漫长的等待以后，

终于看到它将属于我的那一格简单幸福旋转到面前，

打开了门，要请我进去。

这种力量，是你教会我的。

我记得相处的日子里，是你无数次告诉我：要相信自己！

。。。 我想念你。

Love is a game of give and take.

萬有引力  -  汪蘇瀧

終於等到響起了下課鈴
已經約好在操場等你
夏天真的是悶的可以
帶你去吃草莓冰淇淋

如果你有一點壞心情
我為你彈蕭邦圓舞曲
聽到這首輕鬆的旋律
好像吃了夾心巧克力

當我偷偷的看你 當我偷偷的想著你
想一些深奧的問題

我們的愛情是丘比特安排的遊戲
還是月下老人他傻傻分不清
你說靠在我的肩膀有心電感應
說不清又不像是夢境
我們的愛情是兩顆星星眯著眼睛
還是命中注定我們會在一起
牛頓說過有種東西叫萬有引力
我因為你開始相信 那些大道理

天 空有太陽暖暖的放晴
卻又期待下一場大雨
我和你撐傘雨中穿行
收集每一個點點滴滴

喜歡你瞪著大大眼睛
對什麼事情都很好奇
每天拿著蘋果想定律
可愛到連吃飯都忘記

當我偷偷的看你 當我偷偷的想著你
想一些深奧的問題

我們的愛情是丘比特安排的遊戲
還是月下老人他傻傻分不清
你說靠在我的肩膀有心電感應
說不清又不像是夢境
我們的愛情是兩顆星星眯著眼睛
還是命中注定我們會在一起
牛頓說過有種東西叫萬有引力
我因為你開始相信 那些大道理

我們的愛情是丘比特安排的遊戲
還是月下老人他傻傻分不清
你說靠在我的肩膀有心電感應
說不清又不像是夢境
我們的愛情是兩顆星星眯著眼睛
還是命中注定我們會在一起
牛頓說過有種東西叫萬有引力
我因為你開始相信 那些大道理

Maybe it is the way he walks, straight right into my heart.

你说摩天轮的每个格子里都盛放着幸福

人们渴望得到的那个幸福

我很想和最爱的人一起坐着摩天轮

乘着风

慢慢升高

知道云层最顶端

与恋人

相拥

亲吻

祝福

真挚地相信世界很大

总有属于我们的简单幸福

Hahas, I seemed to be posting plenty of stuff related to ferris wheel, :D Well, I had been on the Singapore Flyer once.  It was quite fascinating initially, as I felt as though I own the whole world - I have the whole world under my feet. It was a nice experience. Yet I realised, being on it for a long time will start to get boring >.< But I had longed to have a candlelit dinner with my loved one on the ferris wheel, because 我始终相信摩天轮会带给我幸福. :P LOLOL! Pardon me, I always have these fairytales-like thoughts. T.T I'm young at heart.

Anyways, last week has been interesting for me. :D On Monday, after my CCA, I went over to Kaiyuan's house with Amanda, Weina and Evelias for Chem Project. Efficient much, because we finished everything within 45 minutes, the fastest that I have ever done. :P Hehes! Anyways, we played Bridge while waiting for Evelias (she had CCA and lunch date with her friends). Super addicted to playing Bridge now! Hehes! :D

Had pillow fight with my dearest Amanda, (: And most importantly, we finally passed her her belated present! A penguin shirt (which she dirtied during dinner) and a penguin pencil case. Super cute! :DDD LOL. We had Korean BBQ for dinner, prepared by Kaiyuan's mother. YAY, thanks auntie! The dinner was scrumptious with meat and kimchi! <3 <3 <3 Played monopoly deal and daidi as well, woohoo!~ A fun day indeed.

BUT... On my way home, I saw a stupid mouse scurrying on the walkway. I was so afraid that I u-turned to take the bus. Then I tried calling Amanda (which the dumbdumb never pick up), which caused me to miss my stop. Then I was like stranded in the middle of Choa Chu Kang (okayys, I exaggerated. I think I know my way home). But cause the walk from Limbang Shopping Centre to my house is dark (little streetlights) and I suddenly remembered Matien telling me that Kranji Secondary School has this haunted block >.< I totally freaked out. Yes, freaked out. I need to talk to somebody on my way home, to keep me accompany through the dark silent streets. & I called Matien. LOLOL, I called him when he was in the toilet. That idiotcow! >.< Thanks my lovely clique for making my day wonderful, and thanks Matien for the talk. Dodododo~ I swear I'm never going to walk home alone EVER AGAIN in the night. Zzz.

You're still written on the scars on my heart.

Friday, :DDD  Cause it is the last day for Mr Ong, we decided to make a scrapbook for him.

(Cover Page)

Sorry Evelias, I accidentally destroyed your writings (Evelias helped me do the cover page initially) so I redo one myself (as shown on the above). >.< Cause Evelias used block letters. and I have no idea how to do it. :3

(My page for him)

Seems a little messy and disorganised. But, ohwell. T.T

Went out with Amanda, Yangfan and Moehan. Meh, Weina was unable to make it because she had to work at night D: So they waited for us until we finally finished the scrapbook. Hehes, so nice of them. Amanda and I practically ran all over AMK just to find a stupid photo-printing shop. Checked the net, and they said AMK Hub have one, but when we went there, we can't find any. Used the street directory, but still to no avail. Decided to head over to Jubilee instead. Found one photo-printing shop, but the colour they print is like shit. Practically shit. T.T No choice, but to just print. Hahahas. I felt a sense of achievement after I handed the scrapbook. Woohoo!~ But why haven't Mr Ong thank us T.T Bangwall.

So we went to watch Baby Blues (a HongKong horror drama starring LinFeng). OMG, IT IS NOT SCARY AT ALL. I didn't even close my eyes at any parts. Okayys, maybe I did at one scene. But it is not because it was scary, it was because the scene became too gory. I mean, they dig out the eyeballs of the doll. T.T Yikes!

               

Went home after that, and I had a super awkward ride home with Moehan. Yes, we are not as close as we used to be. So not close that at this point in time, I wanted to alight at another stop so I didn't have to take the train with him all the way till I reach my house. Hmm..

Once bitten and twice shy

I kept my distance but you still catch my eye

Tell me baby, do you recognize me?

Well, it's been a year, it doesn't surprise me

Your hand fits in mine, like its made just for me.

Wednesday. :DDD The school organised a sandcastle building event for us at East Coast Park (ECP). It was fun, yet tiring. >.< Since I lived at the West, I had to wake up at 5am to reach ECP on time (7.45am). Gah! My beauty sleep... Met Amanda and Kaiyuan at Woodlands and we bused there. Heart to heart talks with them, <3 It has been a long time since I had this with anyone.

So yeahs, I felt useless at the event, because I had no idea what to do. I mean, I know the design and everything, but it just felt as if there was nothing for me to do there. Jojo, Kaiyuan and Matien were working on the main design (two hands holding a heart), and the other clique (Yanlin, Yeeying, Christel, Xingyu) were doing the minion sculpture. The guys were helping out for the plaque thingy that bear our PDG 09/13. I did help out here and there, but it just seems like I'm not doing anything. Hahahas! Guess I am too used to keeping myself busy that the sudden relaxation makes me feel incapable. :3 Ohwell.

(AJC sculpture done by the professionals)

(Classmates hard at work - working on the hands)

(Classmates - working on the plaque)

(Our finished product!)

So after a long day, Amanda, Kaiyuan, Evelias and I head over to this Joon Chiat street to eat Bak Kut Teh! :DD Yumyum! Ordered sambal fish and sambal kangkong as well. Spicy much. But I did enjoy the meal, hehes! Surprisingly, Kaiyuan eats the organs, /shocked/. I don't like the taste T.T

(Scrumptious lunch)

 Then we went to Teo Heng for a singing session! My head is spinning the whole day from the constant exposure to the sun, and I think I will be falling sick soon :3 It was a crazy session, and we teased Amanda with her Chak. :P Changed the lyrics for Katy Perry's Teenage Dreams to suit Amanda. Hahahas! Alright, I shall end off now. Have a great day ahead!

爱所包含的不单单是,

爱情、友情、或者亲情。

它更是包含了,

“在角落里默默为你付出"的意思。

Forever can never be long enough for me.

亲爱的

我没有入场卷

只能孤独地站在摩天轮下

抬头仰望着那些

来来去去 永不停歇的

不属于我的幸福

我必须一直仰着头

只有如此 眼泪才不容易留下来

可是亲爱的

也有人说

眺望摩天轮的人都是在眺望幸福

每当想到这一点 我才有勇气继续等待下去

承载这幸福的摩天轮

一圈又一圈地从地面转过

我始终坚信着

总有一天它会义无反顾地转回来

将属于我们的那一格幸福

永久地停在面前

那些属于我们的简单的幸福。。。

The tender words you say, take my breath away.

Yup, so I got back my result slip yesterday.

This is how I feel. Totally.

Wth. I stared in 'awe' at my results. My best subject for MYCT, General Paper. I actually gotten a S for it. Fml. I felt so guilty towards Mr Ong (my GP teacher). I actually went for extra consultations with Amanda, and yet I still gotten such lousy results. Haish. What is happening to me? But Mr Ong was still very encouraging - he told me that this isn't the end of the world. I can still work harder next time. Yes, I will work harder for next year. So long as to not disappoint him. Please let me promote, and Amanda too. /prays/ Just let me clear this level first, please.

So Mr Ong is leaving us soon. He will be transferring school, because of MOE stuff. Haish, and Adrian Bell is taking over my class for next year. Noooooooo... I cannot understand angmoh teachers. Failed History for the whole year for Secondary 2 because I cannot understand what are they talking. I need subtitles, dude. >.< I will really miss Mr Ong. He is my favourite teacher in JC. Really. He may seem demanding, but he is actually a kind teacher who always render us help whenever we need it. He offers me many advices, not once, not twice, but countless of times. All the best to him in his future endeavours. Read his blog a few moments ago, and realised that his son is actually suffering from some kind of disease. Please, get well soon. You are a strong and lovable kid, I know you can overcome these obstacles to become a stronger man.

So back to topic, my other subjects were atrocious as well. :3 Although my marks for Physics and Econs had doubled from MYCT, they were still not good enough. I still got S and U respectively. Haish, and overall results will still suck, because they will pull me down hard. >.< My Chemistry was alright, improved but still below my expectations. Made a pact with Ms Yeo that I have to score at least 60, but I am still short of 7 marks. Sorry Ms Yeo.. Haish, I am guilty to her as well. But ohwell, this was the only subject that I passed.

Maths was horrible as usual. My grades dropped. AGAIN. Seriously, I am considering if I should submit to tuition. T.T I felt that tuition was a waste of time, because it doesn't help much. I need time for myself to consolidate my learning, right? Ohwell, this shall remain as a question that I will ponder next time. /procrastinating again/

(Ripped off Tumblr)

The sun sets.

On my empty heart alone in my bed.

Tossing and turning,

Emotions were strong.

But I knew I had to hold on.