Mothers plant the seeds of love that blooms forever.

Happy Belated Mother's Day! <3

(Ripped from easyen)

Thanks mummy for always annoying me with your nonsense and crap. Thanks for your attempts at lame jokes that often leave me feeling speechless. Hahahas, thanks for your constant nagging although I don't appreciate this. LOL! :D

Anyways, I still wanna say a big Thank You for everything. You taught me many valuable lessons in life, and you stood by me during my difficult times. Thanks for taking care of me all this while without complaining.

-okayys you did complained actually-

Hahahahahas! Hope you like the bag that we bought for you. Travelled to the shop twice to get it (the bag was out of stock the first time we went). Woots! :D

(The legendary XMEN pizza @ pizzahut!)


Hahahas, went for dinner over at Thomson Plaza's pizzahut, thinking that that place will be too ulu - lesser crowds to serve and hence lesser waiting time. :D BUT NO, the service was ~!@#$%^&*()_. Yes, no kidding. My mummy even had to go over personally to the counter to grab that jar of water despite asking for it from the waiters twice. Great job arhs, pizzahut.

(Chicken Supreme, because Hawaiian is too mainstream)

(Some Seafood Pizza)

The chicken supreme was alright, but the seafood pizza was daebak! :D It was truly scrumptious! Glad that I ordered this after all.

(Our cool drinks)


Hahahas, because we are cool. My Berri Sparkles, my sister's Emerald Sparkles, and my uncle's Mango Tango (this is real good stuff, I regret not ordering the jar drinks -cannot remember what are they called-) LOL! :D

(Lasagna and seafood platter!)

( The photographer a bit... but introducing the curry baked rice)

I hate the curry baked rice, LOL! :D Too spicy for me and I was like controlling my tears. Bangwall much. The lasagna was great, very cheesy. I like. (Y) Cheers!

(Honey roasted chicken!) 

My all-time favourite wings. Hahahas! :D It is a must-eat dish whenever I go Pizzahut. ROFL! This is the only chicken wing that I eat. LOL, I quite picky whenever it comes to food that consists of bones. Okayys, I admit that I'm just lazy. LOL!

(Chocolate Dessert!)

If you know me well enough, you should know that I'm a fan of dessert. Hahahahas! (: My first time trying this chocolate cake thing. This is quite delicious! A great combination of the hot chocolate cake with the cold ice-cream. It totally melts in your mouth. Hehes! :D

*cues Hot and Cold*

Hahahas, great dinner with great accompany, though the choice of restaurant was bad. P.S. Nex's is equally bad, don't visit these branches!! :3 Slow service. In Singapore now, we 讲究 speed okayys!

Alright, once again. Happy Mother's Day to both my dearest mummy and grandmother! :D To all the mothers out there, hope you enjoyed yourselves as well!

I forced a smile in front of the mirror,
telling myself to be indifferent towards love.
There is no room for sadness to take place,
But actually, love is over.

I only gave love, and I lost my heart.

Cause the world's your stage.

Today is a happy day for me :D /winks/

Hahahahas, the AJ funfair was unexpectedly successful! Woots!~ Our funfair attracted many crowds, way beyond my imagination. To think, initially we were all quite pessimistic about the whole event due to poor ticket sales. But nonetheless, thanks everyone who turned up and support AJC! :D

Was feeling a little disappointed because Kenneth was unable to make it for the funfair as he was hospitalised due to an eye infection. :3 Only Jordon turned up, but ohwell. Hahahahas, thanks Jordon for coming! :D && please get well soon Kenneth!

Hahahahas, so overall I was satisfied with our AJ funfair, especially our booth. Hehehes! ^^ Business was so good that we had to keep restocking. We kept running out of ice and cups and milo and everything (I'm saying this because I wanted to show how good our business is, LOL! So good till we have to go to buy them and even resort to asking other classes to ask for the ice and cups) ^^ Cheers!

(With poopy - filter 1) 

(With poopy - filter 2)

(With poopy - filter 3)

Thanks Poopy, Xingyu, Christel, Yiran, Yulian, Matien, Wenshun and Prashanth for sacrificing your time to man the booth. Yeahs, the 8 of us were there the whole time (at least 5 hours out of a total of 6 hours). I don't think I left out anyone, have I? Hahahahas! :D Anyways, thankyou guys a million tons for making this mini project successful!

I also thank Weina, Hongwei, Aonan and Yinzhi. Although Weina ran off with her cousins to play for a super long time, but still she came back to help out at our booth afterwards, so yeahs. && Aonan and Yinzhi who also disappeared for quite long, but I think they did appear at the booth and help us with minor errands for around 2 hours. Lastly, not forgetting Hongwei who had to leave early.

Thanks Yanlin and Yeeying who spent the whole lot of your time on the gingerbread houses, despite it being super unpopular. Sorry for being so direct, but yeahs. I told them earlier that gingerbread houses won't be popular in funfairs, but they still insist on it. So yeahs. It was quite a waste, as there are many leftovers. :3 Anyways, many thanks to Jojo's clique for making the cake pops as well. Although there weren't much sales for it, but we sold half of what they made. Whoopee!~

Lastly, thankyou Jojo and Tingkiat for the decorations. The banners, the boards, the hang hang promoter thingy. I appreciate your efforts in doing those. Thankyou! :DD

Others like Daniel and Yangfan are getting on my nerves because they didn't really do anything. However, on the account that they were giving out flyers (I believe they don't need 6 hours to give out that little much of flyers), okayys fine. The only one who annoyed me the most was Moehan who really did NOTHING. Not even flyers, he practically did not appear in our booth. Good job arhs you.

(The three musketeers) 

I looked freaking weird there, zzz. && I just realised that we forgot to take pictures with our entire clique (Kaiyuan and Eve) :3 Arghs! Forgetful me. Haish...

(Yijie, Andrea, Xiaofang, Jocelyn)

Anyways, see who I saw during the funfair today! :D Hahahahas, fellow Zhonghuarians! LOLOL! They took a group photo with the other Zhonghuarians without me because I couldn't get away from my booth. Wts. Haish...

Anyways, it was still a great day today! Cheers! :D I learnt how to make machiato and frappe! Hehehes!~

The feelings I've hidden still remains as a painful memory.

The photos we've taken can't define our relationship.

The story had ended even without starting.

Heartbreaking.

Climb mountains not so the world can see you, but so you can see the world.

(Ripped from Pinterest)

Countdown to CO concert: 17 days

Less than three weeks now, woohoo!~ I can't wait for it to end faster, but it also meant that I have to start doing cards for the juniors already. Bangwall, estimation 19 of them T.T Want my life.

Anyways, went for tuition with bestie Vivian today. Hmm, ate Macs for lunch afterwards which is freaking fattening x.x Wanted to try the new hamburgers but I lacked the guts to do it. LOLOL! :D Hahahas, nobody to save me if things get too hot (spicy). ROFL!

This week's another mundane week, where I just go for CCA practices almost everyday. :3 Today (Labour Day) don't even feel like a holiday. Thank god that I'm not needed for the cake pop making or the gingerbread house baking. This way I can have more 'me' time. LOL! :D

Looking forward to funfair on Saturday, although I'm pretty sure it will be pretty screwed up for the whole school, but still, I'm anticipating. But it also means that I have to wake up early, ohwell. >.<

Before I forget, special thanks to Poopy for a post dedicated to me. Thank you for your birthday wishes! <3 Sarangheyo! Muacks muacks!

-goosebumps-

Hahahahas! :DDD

Even if you curse at me, that's not what I meant
Even if your heart throws me away, that's not what I meant.
Why don't you know the meaning of my tears?
I'm not saying we should end it, I'm asking you to hug me.

All you have to do is to smile like how you usually do.

Geeks' Officially Missing You

The space between us is long and dark

Just like the nights I’ve waited for you

I hope this isn’t the end, I wanna go back

Things you wanted

I’ve fixed it, all of it

Where did you go, I’m all alone and lonely

Even today’s breeze

Feels real cold

But how do you manage to look so fine

Although you’re always clueless

All you have to do is smile just like back in the day

You’re the one for me

I’m in pain because of you

I try to forget you, but it doesn’t help

I just end up hating you
That’s why I can’t do it

I wonder if you know that

I’m always missing you

You’re the one for me

I’m in pain because of you

I try to forget you, but it doesn’t help

I just end up hating you
Too hard, it’s just too hard

I’m a little sad because you don’t understand how I feel

I’m officially missing you

Ye, I’m officially missing you

You know how I’ve been through

You and I are nothing more than friends

Now it only feels like my life is boring

It’s like a pearl necklace without a strand, or perhaps a light tissue

There won’t be any more issue making between us

Although you may not feel anything

The night must feel long and chaotic without me

As usual those feelings send chill down to my sides

Those tiresome scandals

Ever since people around me become my antis

I’ve called it ‘over’ even before I started the unfair ‘game’ but it’s just painful

Ye, I just can do it but can’t be single

Even when the love song is on, where’s the melodies at?

Every action became my loneliness

So I’m officially missing you

You’ve already left, and yet you still pain me

You’re the one for me

I’m in pain because of you

I try to forget you, but it doesn’t help

I just end up hating you
It was a painful moment for you

That’s why I can’t do it

I wonder if you know that

I’m always missing you

You’re the one for me

I’m in pain because of you

I try to forget you, but it doesn’t help

I just end up hating you
Too hard, it’s just too hard

I’m a little sad because you don’t understand how I feel

I’m officially missing you

We will drive until the city lights dissolve into the country sky.

"Eventually all the pieces fall into place... Until then, laugh at the confusion, live for the moment, and know that everything happens for a reason."

-Sex and the City

Damn it, I cannot concentrate on doing my work. :3 Having a headache trying to sell my AJCO tickets (5 more to go) and the funfair thing (not to a large extent, but it is still something that bothers me), on top of my homework :3

Yeahs, everything happens for a reason. She is annoying. >.< (I actually used a worse adjective to describe her initially, but I changed in the end). Sorry for being crude, but I just felt that she did not pay attention to the minor details. Which is causing a huge problem for us now :3 Sighpie. However, we should all believe that eventually all the pieces will fall into place. 船到桥头自然直. Haish. :3

So yeahs, this week remains as a mundane week for me. Everything functions as per normal. Except that he is more willing to talk to me now. At least, he did attempt to add a smiley at the end of his messages. I couldn't ask for more. Thankyou. (:

Sighpie. Been stressed up big time by CO again T.T They are going to do the seating arrangement next week. Help! :3 I don't want to be arranged to sit inside, but at the same time I don't want to sit outside as well. >.< Dilemma. 

Count down for CO concert aka my last day of CCA: 22 more days

I hope these 22 days faster pass. I really hate my CCA T.T

Anyways, if these few days, you feel that I said or did something wrong, just tell me. Sometimes, I am too insensitive to my surroundings. Cause I usually speak without thinking :x Which is bad, arghs!

I thought all that I needed is there

I had faith on all these love and words

But yet, it all came down to empty promises

And I realised, my life is all just a lie

Sometimes good things fall apart, so better things can fall together.

A quote that Poopy showed me yesterday.

(Ripped from Pinterest)

But I can't seem to cheer up.

My mind is in a twirl these days.

Sometimes, I wonder if I did the correct thing. I don't like people to feel dejected. I like people who smile brightly. But these days, you have been so so so cold towards me, that I'm starting to worry. I had never seen this side of you before. You have always been all smiles, as if joy is infused into your life. But now, all you do is give me one-word replies, as if the last thing that you want to do now is to reply to my texts.

 I know, you needed some time to get over it. I will give you time. Hence, I  will just let everything be the way it is now, despite feeling annoyed at your one-word replies. It was my bad. I'm sorry to inflict so much hurt on you. But I still feel that it is better to end now than later.

My life is in a mess. I realised, no matter what I do, how much thinking I spent into doing something, I never fail to screw things up. Yup, I hate myself for that. I'm sorry. I don't know what else to say except sorry. I'm still sorry.

Stress has been getting into my head these days. Stress over everything, from CCA to studies to friends to relationships. I'm going to break down soon. I hate my life.

Staring at the ceiling in the dark

with the same old empty feeling in your heart.

Cause love comes slow but goes so fast.

You can only see him when you fall asleep.

But never to touch and never to keep.

Because you loved him too much.

So much that you diverted all your attention

and thought you had feelings for a another him.

But, it is all just a mere illusion.

Smile is the shortest distance between two people.

Went for a little CIP session with my dear mates, Poopy and Weina, (: Hahahas, 'Project Samaritan" is a project initiative to help the needy families living in the Yishun area. Students from AJC, both the interactors and the non-interactors, went door-to-door to collect canned and dried food from the residents living in Yishun. We then pack these food into bags to pass to the needy families, benefiting them. ^^ (y) Cheers! Felt a sense of achievement after everything. Hahahas, it feels good to be able to help those in need. LOL!

(My delicious lunch)

(Weina's very-big-portion lunch)

Hahas, Weina and I went Northpoint that Japanese foodcourt place for lunch. I had seafood garlic rice in stone pot (I don't know what they are called), whilst Weina ate some curry chicken omelete rice. Hahas, Japanese curry is sweet, I like <3 LOL! Lunch was scrumptious. #happykid96

Then I met up with bestie Vivian for a study date. LOL! :D Found a nice place to study (athough it is quite far, but it is a nice environment for people to study). Hahahas, we forgo our movie date for studies okayys!

(I really did studied!)

(Vian hard at work)

I did only 3 questions for electrochem, ohgawd. Super unproductive, because I kept getting stuck at the questions >.< But still, the aircon was on full-blast, and I was sitting on the sofa with super big table. LOLOL! :D It is truly a nice environment to study, hehes!

(My birthday presents from her)

It is actually quite similar to what Poopy gave me for birthday. Just that Vian's letters are shorter. LOL! :D It is actually for me to read whenever I'm feeling stressed or depressed. && there are only 16 letters because she ran out of paper. LOLOL!~ 

But kudos to her for her pop-up card. I guess she really put in a lot of efforts to do it, because it is quite difficult to cut, especially alphabets. LOL! :D I tried before and I nearly vomited blood because I absolutely have no patience cutting those delicate alphabets x.x

(Pretty girl)

(She spammed my phone with her selfies -.-)

Hahahas, study is a must. But first, let me take a selfie.

LOLOL!! :D That's the trend nowadays huh. Hahahas, :D I'm grateful to have such great friend, who came all the way to Bukit Panjang from Seng Kang. It is really far, from purple line to circle line to green line to red line to LRT. LOLOL! :D Loveyou truckloads!!

(Dinner at Wanchai)

Fish fillet baked rice, together with iced yuanyang with a scoop of ice cream in it. :D Whoopee!~ I miss eating baked rice! 

(Selfie during dinnertime)

Hahahas, ohgawd. Thanks for everything Vian! :D Despite being classmates for 2 years, we barely talked. LOL, :D I also don't know why we suddenly become close in JC. We ain't even in the same JC, hahahas! :D Joke. But still, I appreciate your presence in my life. Thankyou. <3

She is staring at the bottom of her glass

Hoping one day she'll make a dream last

But dreams come slow and they go so fast

It was just an instant moment, that instant.

She closed her eyes,

and maybe one day she'll understand why

everything she touch surely dies.