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Sunday, July 30, 2017

Let "thank you" be your daily mantra.

Finally finished watching the Korean drama W after so long. LOL, gosh. I'm so behind time hahaha. There's still two more weeks to school reopening, is it time to catch another drama? (:

Being in Korea for a month means missing Singapore's food greatly. Throwback to our Malay lunch at IMM with the family! Malay food so nice but so expensive. T.T

(Nasi Bryani)

(Nasi Lemak)

I also tried Shilinfang with Fuchun. We wanted to dine at Astons initially but the queue was so long and we were already famished, so we gave up. Walked around Jcube and we saw a Pikachu mascot outside the Shilinfang giving out flyers. The Pikachu is a little distorted by the way, but anyways I have feels for hotpot so here we go!

(The rabbit seemed out of place)

To be honest, the restaurant gave me the creeps. Hahaha! The waitress led us to this corner seat which I really detested because we were facing the wall. And it was already so stuffy and humid the moment I sit down, I couldn't imagine what will happen when the hotpot arrived. Is it I get to steam my face T.T Tsktsk. We requested for a change in seats and were finally given a table. A proper table. 

(Robot is standing in the middle of nowhere)

Heard from Xiaofang that the robot was supposed to serve us our food and drinks. But I guess it was not functioning on the day I went. It totally was a road blockage - standing in the middle of nowhere.

(Cartoon cups and tissue boxes)

I understand that the restaurant was supposed to be seafood theme (see: fishes paintings on the walls). However, there were also many plushies and cartoons appearing out of nowhere. It's like culture clash??? Very weird indeed.

(But yay to $10 hotpot!)

(Meat, meat, and more meat)

There wasn't a huge selection, and the quantity given was quite little. However, for the price you pay ($10), I think it is still reasonably priced. Personally, I still prefer the Japanese hotpot soup base though (e.g. Sukiyaki).

But first time meeting Fuchun, and I'm glad that things weren't awkward. :D Thanks for the two cans of drinks. Hehehes! 


Sushi Express with L the other day because he said he haven't tried it yet. It's quite meh. There's very little selection, and the food doesn't taste as nice. I guess it was worth very cent we paid. LOL, I rather go eat Genki Sushi though, which is slightly more expensive but at least it taste awesome! Hahahaha! :D

(Chocolates from Russia)

Really excited to taste this because it is my first time receiving something from Russia! And also because I have not travelled there yet. LOL! Is it I suaku T.T

Thanks for not forgetting me. (:


She is more than a good woman
and a good person.
She is a beautiful soul who carries
light in her smile and love
in her bones.

Monday, July 17, 2017

Heartbreak and war.

Time flies, and today mark my second last week in Korea. Gosh, one month ago I was still feeling very depressed that I have to end internship early in order to go for my summer school. But now, I guess I have gotten use to life in Korea and I don't really want to head back...

Shall clear all my backdated posts first before churning out my blogposts on my Korea adventure :D This post is on the things I did on my last week before flying to Korea hehehes!

1. Dinner with Junhao

(Ramen Keisuke Lobster King)

Junhao brought me to Ramen Keisuke Lobster King (Clarke Quay) for dinner the other day. It was my first time there, so I'm really excited! I ordered the rich lobster broth, whilst he ordered the miso lobster broth. Guess whose is nicer hahahaha! :P Of course is mine, flips hair. LOL! 

After which, we headed to the National Museum. I guess we are idiots HAHAHA. Apparently we saw some nice exhibitions on Instagram and we wanted to visit them to take some instaworthy photos (talk about shallow LOL). However, we didn't check the opening hours, and guess what. None of the exhibitions were opened when we reached there. T.T Unlucky yanqi strikes again gosh.

2. Yellow Day at Macs

(Minions Potatoes)

(So cutesy)

Not a fan of Minions but I'm glad that Macs rode on this Minion wave because I really love this yellow color theme! On a side note, the minion potatoes are very cute but they tasted quite mediocre ehs. The typical "好看不好吃" food. LOL.

(My favorite)

These banana cones are really good. They are so good that I ate it for three/four times before I fly to Korea. LOL! There's really the banana taste, and personally I thought that it resembles the banana milk from Korea! (: i love it so much, but I heard that Macs no longer sell these banana cones. Sighs. By the way, their banana pies are good also! :D

3. Dinner with Family

(Hungry Jack)

Favourite Western food stall at food courts. It is just so worth it to get the set hahaha. Main course with sides (fries and salad), as well as a bowl of soup, cost only $9.90. :D Speaking of Western food, I'm missing it sighs. Korea only mainly serve Korean food...

4. Lunch with Mummy

(Noodles)

Last lunch before I flew to Korea!

I'm already missing all my Singapore food! My fish ball noodles, my laksa, my minced pork noodles! I was thinking about this one late night: perhaps I should migrate to Korea and open a chain of fishball noodles shop here. I think quite profitable lehs!!


You wear your heartbreak
like your body
is a world at war;
and everytime a soldier dies within it
he whispers one last word,
and always,
it is your name.

Saturday, July 1, 2017

I think it is great to find out someone's story. I think it's even better when you become a part of it.

This was a super backdated post. Oops!

I ended my internship two weeks ago. It was my first internship, and to be honest, it was to a company that I have never ever thought of joining, or rather interning at. Hahahaha, it totally doesn't suit my personality but ohwell, I have no choice because I was rejected by many companies after knowing that I am only going to intern for a short period of time. Like really super short period of time. T.T

But no regrets. I really love this internship. The jobscope, the work culture and most importantly, my team and my fellow interns. (:

(Farewell gifts from my supervisor and colleagues)

This is so cute?! Hahahaha, thank you all for being so patient with me, for guiding me, and for giving me advice on life/work. I have the chance to interact with many colleagues and to work with them for various programs (or rather shadow them LOL). It was absolutely a good opportunity to see what my future media job entails. 

(Farewell lunch treat)

I'm so blessed, my assistant director Simon Ng treated the entire team to lunch at Kenny Rogers for my farewell. It is a restaurant located at Velocity, Novena, that serves Western food. I was famished that day, and so I ordered as such (as shown in the picture) and everyone commented on how much carbs I'm taking. LOLOL, paiseh I just want to be full. But anyways, this restaurant is freaking expensive ah...

(Interns ftw)

And not forgetting my cute interns: John, Shaokai, Jasmine, Jiawen, Huiyi, Donovan, Richmond, Isaac and Rachel who is not in the picture. LOL, it was such a large group yet I was so amazed that we can actually bond quite well?! LOL, I miss eating lunches with them, going home with them on the dot. Sighs, just because I left the internship early, please forget me not. :D

(My cute New Media Team)

Special thanks to my supervisor, Winnie. Thanks for bringing me everywhere for various events, not to mention, shoots and filmings. I was quite involved in the filming for the K9 dogs and I was amazed by myself, because I am really scared of dogs. LOLOL! (:

Not to forget, my other colleagues: Evelyn, Kexin and Jianhao. They really helped and guided me a lot. Thanks for believing in me and giving me the chance to take charge of projects, like the interviewing of candidates. LOLOL, gosh. I was so nervous for it.

To be honest, I really felt saddened by the fact that I would not be able to see the project, that I embarked on with my fellow interns, to the end. Sighs. At that point in time, I really wish to extend my internship arghs but I can't. Isaac was saying that perhaps I can extend, then take leave for a month (because I was due for summer school). HAHAHAHA What nonsense!

(Jasmine, my partner-in-crime)

My fellow intern from the same team under different supervisors. Hahahaha, what would I do without you. I will always remember the times the both of us sharing a laptop to do work. LOLOL, thanks for being there because my workload is halved. I'm sorry that my absence meant that you have to tank everything by yourself. But I'm sure you will enjoy it! :D 

(The closest interns)

Thanks for always bullying me, and giving me the strength to grow and fight back HAHAHA!

Sighs, speaking of that, recently the interns had the chance to meet Nathan Hartono and had their pictures taken with him. What on Earth?! Can I just fly back to Singapore now sobs.

(The NS boys)

My former intern, YanYi. Even though we only worked together for a week, thanks for giving me all the tips and advices, e.g. Who to look out for in the office. LOLOL! So stroked to find out that she also joined the Criminal Behavioural Analysis Competition (CBAC) which I also did join. HA, so the interns and the NS guys should stop laughing at me for taking half-day leave (and slogging my guts off through OT-ing to compensate the hours) just to join this competition.

Then we have the NSboys HsienHean and ChiHian. Just endure for awhile more because y'all are going to ORD soon! Thanks for being the big brothers in my life, for tolerating all my nonsense. Hahaha!

I always pester HsienHean to help me login to the computer because somehow my account was shut down T.T And I actually nagged at ChiHian, my cubicle mate, to stop throwing his food waste and packaging into the wastepaper baskets at our cubicle because it will attract cockroaches. LOLOL! 

(Farewell gifts)

I got my team some tea and biscuits from Marks and Spencers. They are not the cheapest, but I really like the packaging and I hope it taste good! :D The broke me can only afford oreos for my interns and other colleagues HAHAHAHA. 

I took pictures with the team leaders Diana, Edward and Ricky as well. The pictures are on my Instagram you can check them out hehehes. Uniformed man lehs :D

All in all, I really thank everyone for their help and guidance. I really enjoyed my short stinct here. It was a good experience and to be honest, I'm actually thinking if I should apply to go back and intern during my next break HAHAHAHA. 


We paint things
We paint people
the colors we want to see
to make it easier to love
to make it easier to hate

Monday, June 19, 2017

I'm at a place in my life where peace is priority and negativity cannot exist.

Lack of updates because I'm busy preparing for everything sighs. I am done with both my internship reports and have submitted them. Yay! I can finally breathe! :D 

Previous week's happenings.

1. Intern lunch @ Standing Sushi Bar

Guess who's feeling rich that day that we all decided to Grab all the way to Bras Basah for our sashimi fix? No wonder my monthly expenses were doubled that of Amanda's. With that said, I haven't gotten my pay yet LOL. T.T

(Plate of salmon sashimi)

It is quite a good deal actually! They have a promotion on Mondays, and so it only cost $3 for 5 sashimi slices! I paid $7 for mine, including service charge and GST. It is cheap and good, yumz! :D

P.S. The restaurant must be so happy to serve us. We only ordered salmon sashimi and we only stayed there for 30 minutes or so. But they earned ~$75 from us. LOLOL.

2. Mother's Day celebration

Belated celebration because we refused to squeeze with the crowds on the actual day itself. Blame it on me because I forgot to reserve any restaurants. Oops. But ohwell, in my defense, I managed to get a great deal! :D

(Big platter)

(The legendary pot)

(Cheese sauce)

So I booked The Flame Cafe using the Eatigo application and I received a $5 Capita mall voucher. Say whut?! I am a happy kid. LOLOL. (:

With that said, I didn't actually like the restaurant. The waiter tried to 'con' us into getting some expensive set ($38 per pax), but lucky the sharp-eyed me found a $20 set. The two sets were similar, just that the more expensive option includes expensive seafood such as Tiger Prawns. But the cheaper option serves prawns as well, so I don't see the reason why I should pay more...?

Shortly after we were served our food, the soup started spilling out. I guess they didn't tighten properly or the pot might be cracked, I don't know. We had to request for a change. T.T

There was a wide variety of food available, and the best part? It is free flow! From vegetables to the different types of mushrooms, different types of meat to different types of seafood. They do serve drinks such as Thai milk tea and fruit punch, and ice cream which is damn nice.

But wait, I haven't gotten to the problem yet. So despite the wide array of food available, the waiters forever cannot get my order rights. One moment they served me the wrong food. The next moment they missed out some food from my order list, and it still didn't arrive even after I submitted my order list twice. There was also once when they lost my entire order form. I have waited for so long for my food to arrive and now they were telling me that the order list was gone?!

This restaurant is featured on a lot of platforms, and is endorsed by many bloggers. However, customer service really means a lot to me. So my verdict for The Flame Cafe: not worth the hype.

3. Dinner @ Griddy's with Amanda

Finally met this girl after what seems like eternity. Hahahaha! She's always too busy to make time for me tsktsk. Popped in to Griddy and gosh, the both of us started coughing non-stop. The smoke from all the cooking is really $('&) :&=% terrible. T.T

(Soup in a cup)

I like this idea of serving soup in a cup. And their cups are so minimalistic, very aesthetically pleasing. Thumbs up! :D

(Sides)

The set meal comes with a side as well. It was quite worth it - $10 for the three-course meal. I approve :D

(Chicken steak with Aglio Olio)

It is not spicy, thankfully. But I didn't really like their main course. It is lacking somehow. Hmm... And dry I would say. Ohwell, wouldn't come back again unless I'm feeling broke yet still craving for atas food. Hehehes :D

(Mango Shaved Ice)

After the recent Bingsu craze that took over Singaporeans, I'm sure many of us would have forgotten the taste of one of our all-time favourite Taiwanese dessert - mango shaved ice! :D Glad to find this shop selling mango shaved ice in Westgate, Jurong East. I forgot the shop name. LOL.

(Teriyaki Squid)

My favourite food ever. Hahahas, super stroked to chance upon the Japan festival (?) after dessert and they have a discount for this because late at night already LOL. We got this box at $5, and it is really a huge portion! :D Yessss!


This was never meant to work.
I was holding on to nothing.

Tuesday, June 13, 2017

I'm going to make everything around me beautiful - that will be my life.

(Ripped from Tumblr)

End of Week 5 internship. 

Time flies and I only left one more week to go. Gosh. I got new tasks to do and I'm feeling pretty excited about it. Hehehes :D I embarked on this project, but it is quite saddening because I cannot follow up on it so T.T Sighpie.

Suddenly regretting signing up for summer school because I want to extend my internship but I cannot. Zzz. Ohwell... I will miss everything. My job, my friends, the work environment. Most importantly, I want to see my project materialise. x.x

1. CBAC with Yan Lin

Took a half-day leave to join this Criminal Behavioural Analysis Competition and it was quite an interesting experience. Thankfully YanLin is free to join the competition with me, and it was quite fun and enriching as we were given puzzles to solve.

(Buffet lunch organised by CBAC)

Didn't know we could get replacement for our missing teammates (LOL, they couldn't get here because of work), if not we would have gotten other friends to join us instead! But ohwell.

I realised last year it was also only me and Yanlin who attended LOL because the rest have lectures/tutorials during the competition time. LOL, me and Yanlin were jokingly saying that maybe for the next year, we could just sign up with both our names will do :P

2. Lunch with Boss

Went out for a shoot that day and I had lunch with my boss alone. Thankfully it wasn't that awkward. LOLOL, I realised Winnie love taking photos of food also! Hahaha, that moment when she went "this angle good, this angle!" I got a shock of my life. Hehehes :D

(Omo Omo Food Concepts)

(Boss ordered three different types of chicken)

Aesthetics 10/10
Taste 10/10

Worth checking out this eatery. It is $8 for this bowl of goodness. Would totally go again if it is not located at Kallang Wave Mall which is 100,000 miles away from my home. Hahahaha! T.T

(Getting our Starbucks fix)

Slacked in Starbucks for a good 1.5h because we were waiting for the crew to arrive. What an excruciating wait because we have nothing to do. But I'm thankful for the aircon and the one-for-one Starbucks promotion. My boss even thought of a caption for me in case I wanted to post the picture on Instagram. Isn't she cute! (:

3. Lunch at NTU with family

Back to NTU again. This time we tried the Szechuan food stall and I wasn't that impressed with the food. LOL, should have just stick to our usual Ayam Penyet.

(Egg with tomato)

(Greens)

(Pork with celery)

A lot of greens this time. I feel healthy LOLOL. I have been eating so much junk food these days, thanks to intern life. Time to cut down, hmm...

4. Bingsu with the sister

The sister decided to extort money from me again. LOL, this time round she brought me all the way to Hillion Mall to satisfy her Bingsu cravings. And guess what? We found this cheaper alternative at the food court at Hillion Mall!

(Hillion bingsu)

Injeolmi bingsu which costs $8, it tasted fine! Next time can go visit again. :D But someone please control me from eating too much bingsu. I'm having an overdose now. LOL. 


While trying to be, still subconsciously
thinking how others may want us to be
ask yourself: are you doing it for you
or are you doing it for them
it's okay to let it all go
the constant journey
and battle for growth

Saturday, June 3, 2017

It's all about taking a deep breath and telling yourself it'll be okay, because eventually, it will.

Thoughts on Y2S2

Gone in a blink of an eye. Things began to take flight, and it was my best semester thus far. I hope my lucky stars will continue to shine for me. I am really grateful for everything.

(Ripped from Tumblr)

Thank you for being my constants in life.

To Amanda, Huiqi, Vivian and JJ. Even though we do not take any/many modules together / different schools totally, thank you all for staying by and giving me moral and emotional support. Throughout the entire semester, I was bombarded with overwhelming workload, annoying projects and inefficient groupmates. On top of that, chasing after deadlines and dealing with high expectations of myself. I was constantly worrying about anything and everything. Thanks for lending me a listening ear and having to put up with my rants.

To Dewei, Chermin, Jamie and Licheng. The only thing that I do not regret taking NM2212 is meeting you guys. Thanks for making the unbearable module bearable. I guess ranting about McGee together brings everyone close. :D But nahs, I'm never taking his module again. Once bitten, twice shy. LOL! Thanks for treating me like the little sister you never had, for pampering me and giving me life advice. Even though you guys always bully me, but thanks for giving me the opportunity to learn to be strong. HAHAHAHA.

To my NM3215 project mates - Sarah, Elodie, Jakob and Chiuyi. I guess we all had a rough start (and rough end) LOL. But I guess despite all the mishaps faced, everything turned out to be fine in the end. I had heard a lot of horror stories about exchange students, but thankfully my groupmates were not like that. Thanks for being enthusiastic for our project work!

To myself. Congratulations on surviving this horrible semester. A terrible decision to overload again, but I guess I find joy in torturing myself. LOL. Glad to find back my inner extroverted self bit by bit - I guess I have been too suppressed over the past semesters because I have no friends to go crazy with. Hahaha! But yeahs, I believe my future will be even brighter than before!

It was a journey of self-discovery as well.

I decided to take a leap of faith and take a design module this semester and found the other side of me: I actually love designing! Maybe not design-design, but more of creating collaterals and coding for webpages. Hehes, it was tedious because I'm a beginner (noob), but it was fun so I enjoyed the process very much! Wouldn't mind doing all over again so long I get my hands on the softwares. Hahaha! (:

Grades weren't everything, but I'm glad that my hard work paid off.

I did better for this semester than expected, so I guess that was something for me to be proud of. But then again, it is not an excuse for me to slack. I need to continue working hard to even out the bad grades that I have gotten over the past few semesters. Hmm... Lesson learnt after four semesters in school: take modules that you enjoy rather than taking them because your friends are taking them or because you think that the modules are very beneficial! Oh and another thing, I am so glad that I finally broke the curse of getting super ridiculous grades for Psychology. LOL! Just as I was playing with the thought of giving up my minor, I guess I should continue to trust myself.

But of course, your teachers/professors play an important role as well.

For this semester, I am super glad to meet nice teachers along the way. Special thanks to Mr Aaron Ng, he is very detailed in his teaching and ever so willing to help. There was once I screwed up my coding for my website assignment, and he sat with me to go through it during the entire tutorial session. Thanks for fuelling my passion and interest in designing. (:

I'm grateful to Mr Kelvin Yeo as well. He really went out to the extra mile to help us in our project. With a vast experience working in the different fields, he is really knowledgeable. He gives us many tips and draws a lot on his personal experiences when he lectures, so I really gained and learnt a lot from taking his module. He is easy to talk to as well, which is no wonder why we don't feel ashamed for annoying him with many queries regarding our project. Thanks for being such a gem!


With vision, stardust and heartstrings,
bridge the gap between
dreams and reality.

Thursday, June 1, 2017

Travel far enough, you meet yourself.

End of Week 4 internship.

Two new interns joined us last week and our lunch group just expanded to 9 of us. LOL, what a big group. Grateful to all of them because it has been a long while since I have such a big group of friends. Hehehes (: As the internship is coming to an end, I can't help but feel sad. I really like this bunch of intern friends. Wouldn't trade them for anyone else.

(Udon)

I forgot which eatery I went to, but it was a small shop tucked in a corner at Square 2. It is beside Pastamania to be exact. This bowl of goodness costs $8.90. It tasted not bad!

Spending way too much for lunch as an intern. LOL, I compared my lunch expenses with Amanda the other day, and it was horrifying to find that I actually spent double of hers?! Wth. Consequences of having male intern friends who eat like there's no tomorrow. After lunch, there will always be desserts and tea. Gosh. And I will join them in buying also, because temptations. Ahhh.

Work-life balance. I scheduled a lot of meetups with friends as well, :D But it is tiring to go out after work. Sighs.

1. Meetup with the NM people

First group of friends I found in NM. Thanks for making me believe that making genuine friends in University is not impossible. I'm glad that I can continue walking down the rest of my University life with y'all. :D

(Ripped from therantingpanda.com)

Went Koh Grill and Sushi Bar for dinner and I finally tried Shiok Maki! It is really Shiok! Advantage of going out in big groups: you can order more variety and pay lesser. Hahaha! We tried their stir-fried noodles and seafood fried rice as well, and really, it was the nicest rendition that I have ever eaten! I finally understood what all the rave is about HAHAHA.

(Ice Lab)

First time trying Ice Lab, and hmm, I felt that it was overrated. LOL, definitely prefer Oma'spoon or Nunsaram over this!

2. Meetup with Vivian Phang

My good old secondary school friend. Hahaha! It's funny how we are both in the same major yet we seldom see each other in school. Hmm, but always a good catch up session with her.

We headed to Sunday Folks for dinner. Waffles for dinner? Hahaha yup, we are insane. Vivian said she has a craving for ice and waffles, so off we go!

(Still looks good)

However, I guess it has been a long time since I last stepped in Sunday Folks. Everything changed omg. The counter now doesn't display the different ice cream flavours. Instead it is replaced by a display of colourful cakes. And we have problems deciphering the menu, so there are some hiccups in the ordering process. LOL.

(The Red Turtle)

After dinner, we travelled all the way to The Projector for a movie! Omg, it is a place whereby I have always wanted to try just that it is very far so I'm lazy to travel. Excuses I know LOL. $11.50 for the movie ticket, I think is quite pricey but for the experience, it is worth it!

The movie plot was about this man shipwrecked on a tropical island, and how he fell in love with a turtle-turned-woman. Hahaha reminds me of the recent drama that I just watched - Legend of the Blue Sea - whereby the male lead fell in love with a mermaid-turned-woman. Hahahaha!

3. Dinner with Vivian Ng

Dropped by Bugis to meet this babe! Cheapskate us ate Eighteen Chef for dinner because there is the $6.40 student meal deal. (: Ordered my favourite baked rice with the mango sauce. Hehehe :D Save money for dinner, so can get dessert! 

(Nunsongyee)

First time trying as well. It is not bad, but it is on the expensive side. So I still prefer O'ma Spoon or Nunsaram! (: Got our favourite chocolate banana flavor!

4. Tea with the sister

Went out of office last Friday and lucky me got to knock off earlier. (: The sister decided to jio me for bingsu because she was in the vicinity. Geeez, always make use of me to pay for her cravings ehs T.T

(Nunsaram)

Got the large Tiramisu because there is 20% discount hehehes! I like the cake, but nahs, my verdict is that tiramisu don't go well with bingsu LOL! 

But yeahs, I think I may be insane for eating bingsu three times this week. But I'm never getting sick of it. Especially if the weather is going to continue like this - damn hot. (:


You make me feel like I can
never get close enough to you.
As if our souls were trying to
hold each other, but our bodies
got in the way.
-Zachry K. Douglas