Too much gravity to feel the highs.

Tremendous stress made me broke down yesterday. It is funny how I managed to survive finals but I could not survive post-finals. Wth. T.T What's wrong with me. Sighs, the pressure of my money running low, like really low; the pressure of not securing a job yet; the pressure of needing to study for my placement test yet I just could not find time/mood to study; the pressure of volunteering at SGH that I am so sick of but I shall persevere; the pressure of going out with friends so many times when I just want to nua at home and sleep; the pressure of planning my holiday trip and at times like this, I hope that I can jolly well just cancel the trip so I don't have to plan my itinerary or pack my luggage. Arghs. But I know I'm going to regret saying this. LOL, ignore me. I still want my holiday trip. 先苦后甜 hmm. The pressure is real. T.T

Enough ranting. I'm fine now. 

Meeting babe Amanda on two different days for the same event: SGH volunteering. Sighs. So freaking sick of this entire program, but ohwell, I will persevere because I only left 4 more sessions! Omg please end soon. This is sooo torturous T.T

Day 1:

We did morning shift and went out for dinner. :D Enjoyed this double chocolate frappe from McCafe which is surprisingly not bad (and so much cheaper compared to Starbucks LOL). But sighs, I realised that it is quite hard to find McCafes around in Singapore?! But ahh, don't know what they use to make the drink because the ice like forever won't melt. T.T

(Because McCafe has 1-for-1 promotions that day)

(Hot Tomato for dinner)

Hot tomato is still my all-time favourite because student meal $9.50 nett. HAHAHAHAS! (: #cheapos How I wish it comes with the soup of the day! I was craving for mushroom soup so badly that day sighs.

Day 2:

Met babe for lunch first before heading to SGH. Went home quite late at night but lucky the bus is still operating. Phew!

(Griddy for lunch)

Our new found restaurant located in Westgate. LOL! (: $10.90 for lunch set meal, I guess it is worth it? There's a main, soup of the day as well as vegetable fries with nachos sauce! :D The both of us ordered the tom yum pasta which is delicious but I think the chicken is so-so. I was pretty full but I couldn't finish the chicken hmm.

Thanks babe for persevering with me for this SGH shit. Yes, we signed up initially because we feel that it will be interesting to observe first-hand the hospital operations and functions. But ohwell, 10 sessions a bit too much ah. Is it we legs training because we have to stand for 7-8 hours if we do morning/afternoon shift? I still find it unbelievable that we actually manage to survive 9h of standing during our night shifts :3 And worst still, we have to type it out. T.T Arghs. Super time-consuming and mentally/physically draining sighs.

Let's close our eyes and
make our own paradise.
Little we know of it,
still we can try,
to make a go for it.